Monday, January 28, 2008

Annual Dinner 2008

*SMILE* We were announced tat we were given excuses to go home exactly 5pm today due to Annual Dinner function. It was also GM's belated birthday & dats y i gez he's being so nice. Hehehe.. dun get me wrong! He is a nice guy. =)

Before i got happy, i was having a lousy stupid monday. My day started off with someone irritating. &&& I dun like her even if she's a close relative. I wudn't want to mention her day but MANNNNNNNNNNN she ruined my 12 Hrs Monday. I can't believe tat i cud meet up with this kind of person in my life. I dun wana elaborate more abt wat she did & wat meks me hate her but heyy... let me keep it to myself. Plus, it sucks big time wen i went out to actually go for lunch at 1:30pm. The roads in gadong & qlap were extremely packed & TRAFFIC JAMS all over. It took me almost 1 hr to reach Bandar coz i had to overcome the traffics. DAMN!! It pissed me off. It effected my mood & i was xtremely moody driving for almost an hour to overcome traffic jam.

It was alredi 2:23pm wen we reached gadong. We were supposed to meet up with Abg Said but the plan was cancelled due to the long overdue traffics. We didn't get the chance to eat so we just stopped by at McD's and bought take-away foods. I had Fillet'o'Fish for me lunch. I only got the chance to eat my lunch in office. Finished work at 5p.m. & all of us go home to get change. It was my 1st annual dinner held this year since last 2 years. It was held at Pantai Restaurant Empire. It was a memoriable night and i had superrrr fun. My mood turned out to be happy & i reli enjoyed it. We took a lot of pictures randomly using Khai, Abg Said, Wana & Jeedz's camera. I forgot to bring me camera along!! I gotta bring along me laptop tomorrow coz i need to transfer all those pictures.

Oh anyway, I'm confused with my feelings. I have this weird feelings wen i saw someone with tat other someone and yet i won't be exposing it here. What does tat tells me? I reli need an answer but i dunno who,what,why this things happened. I juz have this weird or mebe jealousy feelings precisely wen i know or see tat someone with tat other someone. but why??? ermm.. lets not talk abt it. Anyway, left empire at around 10pm. After dat sent Nonong home. Arrived home ard 11pm. Tired & Happy. At least my bad mood only lasted for 9 hrs. Btw, I'm sorry baby.. Thanks for trying to cheer me up just now wen i was so pissed off due to uncontrol-able feelings. He was trying his best to mek me smile but i was being a jerk dat i didn't smile or laugh to his silly jokes. At least he tried... i felt much better after awhile. All the way from Bandar to Gadong, he tried making all those funny faces & trying to tell me silly jokes but i didn't even smile or at least laugh on his jokes. JAHAT AKU AH!

But i apologized to him & appreciate wat he did. Sian... I mish him. && I love him for being silly. *teehee* I'm chatting with him right now while typing THIS. He's leaving soon coz he's at Coffee Bean Bandar. I asked him to go home since its alredi late. If its weekend den i wont bother but he gotta go to work tomorrow. I'm tired alredi.. i gotta stop now & sleep.

Love me sayang. && pls give me a sign wat does this weird feelings tells me wen tat someone is around. Toodles!

Cruising around.

Just came back from KB around 11pm. Feelin' a bit tired. Here the story goes....

Woke up around 11am. Feelin' fresh & better! Just after finished taking a bath and ate lunch, i immediately go to office to do some unfinished workloads. It was only me and Abg Said came for work to do our delayed workloads. While we were talking while duin work, i was thinking of Limah. She txted me earlier on MSN before i left home. I told Abg Said dat Limah was worried abt wat clothes to wear for dinner tomorrow night. And so, without any plans.. we decided to go to Tutong & met up with Limah. Our intention was to ease our minds and juz chill out.

We finished working at 4pm. I was craving for donuts and den we went to Yayasan before we left for Tutong. I bought 12 pieces of Donuts & Abg Said 6 pieces of Donuts. I shared the donuts with Khai & Limz. We were unable to finish it so i was left with 7 donuts not eaten yet. I brought the donuts home & gave it to my siblings. It was alredi started to dark when we reached Tutong. Fetched limah & den straight to HUA HO. After from Hua Ho, we headed immediately to KB. There was nuthin to do & so we just drove off up to KB just to kill boredom.

We cruised around Seria Town den to KB, it was a dull town & nuthin special. :/ No entertainment, NOTHING! Mebe if only i know how to find KB-ians who can show me any exciting places den we wudn't get bored. We went to WYWY KB for dinner & we had splendid dinner and ultimately FULLLL! The service in KB was superb so does the wifi connection. Was actually planned to try out playing the bulldozer but it was kinda late so we left KB ard 9pm.

Sent Limah den reached Bandar around 10pm. Txted my baby wen i reached home but no reply. Gez he's alredi asleep by now. Mebe i shud too.. oh yeah, i have few wishlists tat i'd probably own someday. For now, i just feel like i need a VACATION!!! Hopefully, will be heading off to Singapore on the 22nd. I reli need to reserve tat day. *yawn* tired now, dozing off. ZZzzZzzzZzz...... x0x0.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Dull Weekend.

ITS SATURDAY.. and...... i got nuthin to do. I had Mr. Pizza for me lunch. Its on Nasz & i wudnt wana blow d chance. Hehehe.. I was out with Abg Said, Nasz, Ka Hani, Ka Julz & Limahz. After finished eating, i ended up stopping by at WINMARK. && probably it was just my lucky day dat new perfumes juz arrived. I've tried the new JLO dark perfume, Elizabeth Arden Mediterranean, Armani Xchange, Versace, Britney Spears Believe & more. This is what i dun like wen going to Winmark.. as usual i alwez end up buying perfume. I bought Lanvin & JLO Still. I loveeeee the smell.................!!

I didnt realize that i got one full box of perfumes. So far i still have lots in my LISTS. I'm soooooooooo gonna buy again. Mebe not now, mebe some other time. YA YA i've tried not to buy but i cant resist it wen it comes to perfumes. I told me boyfriend.. and he was like "wat?? lagi?? dmalam udah jua. Eish.. not too much shyang" and i replied, "indeee.. ane saja.. nxt mth lagi.. promised!*finger crossed*" hehehhe...

Its the only time tat i cud afford to buy one since i'm working. I've alwez fancied to buy wen i was still skewling but yet i cudnt afford to buy. hehe.. I'm so gonna ground myself from goin to winmark at the time being or else i might end up buying again. YES ITS TRUE tat i shudnt spend too much on perfumes but i just can't control myself. =)

The planned to chill out wit the girls were cancelled due to licia unable to go out tonite. We wouldn't want her not to be around and so we cancelled. Mebe next week IF ONLY all of us available. Nevermind.. I've encountered this feelings dat i was moody all day and i dunno why. && im still am. Something bugging me but im not sure wattttttt! EISHHH... i hate this feelings. Was it becoz i miss eating donuts? LOL. Its ridiculous!! talurs... hehehe.. oteiiss... to be continued.

Friday, January 25, 2008

Fun bread aye?

ITS ME KACHING DAY!!!! WOW..... $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

[12:12pm]

I'm bored and i'm having my 2.5hrs break rite now. I don't know wat to do. I slept late laznite but i wonder y im not tired ryte now... hmmm.. I spoke with a friend laznite & we ended up talking til' 4am. WOW! It has been so long eversince i last talked on the phone for hours and hours.

+ D E L I C I O U S +

Deelah's 16th. Rite?

When u can't sleep, u tend to do something tat can meks u sleepy or tired. Just like i did, i read magazines, watch tv, talks on the phone for hours, chat on msn and most of all, update my blog. I've got nuthin much to say.

I had my half-day today and it wasn't very interesting but at least i had enuff rest. It feels great having me to reach home during the daylight and rest on my bed as long as i want. WAAHH.. never felt so much better! hahaha.. labih plg aku ane.

Its 'MEET THE SPARTANS' sneak preview today & i actually wanted to watch it just now but unfortunately i was too tired to go & so mebe i shud be goin tomorrow. I wudn't want to miss watching tat movie. I've seen the trailer & it was funny. I hope the movie turn out funny as it was in the trailer.

Before i end this post, i would like to wish my beloved couzie............

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

MODE : Worried.

THE COUSINS THAT I MISSSSSSSS SO MUCH!! CANT WAIT TO SEE U GUYS AGAIN!!

THE STORY

Its been a lousy 2 days connection. I didn't get to go online. Even when i went to WyWy restaurant yesterday, the connection was seriously slow and i didn't stay long. Plus its alredi late and i gotta go home. I was with my brothers, neighbours and d boyfriend. Guess the e-speed connection wasn't tat good thru out Brunei. Lucky it only interrupted the connection for 2 days. Seriously man, i can't stand a day without internet. Can't wait to meet Abg Said. *hehehe* He will start working again tomorrow. I know he enjoyed his trip. Thats wat Khai said. They enjoyed the trip and missing SINGAPORE alredi. Eleh... show off! heheheh.. Oh Khai bought me a handbag..awww how sweet. HEHEHE.. at least he remember his bestfren here. Happy to see him again. =D Oh yeah.. i'm currently scared and consistently worried about wats going on lately. As u guys know its all over the news abt the missing juvenile. I hope the police could work out together and search for this missing juvenile. I dun feel comfortable hanging out or work til' late. It's not only tat im worried abt, i'm also worried abt the latest house breaking 2 days in a row. Whats wrong with these ppl huh? What meks dem so desperate duin all this dangerous crime? GULP!! Just hope everything will be alrite and Brunei will be as safe as it was all this while. Don't wana talk abt it. =/ Oh yeah.. my girls and i planned to chill out this weekend. The boyfriend will be going to MIRI with his friends so it will be girls nite out. OHHH!!! I CAN"T WAIT!!! I chatted with Sheena just now. A bestfriend way back 2004 wen i used to study with her in Brisbane. I miss her so much!! She's getting sexierrrrrrrr and prettier. She wanted to meet me and so do i. Mebe wen she comes back to Sabah end of diz year, i might request for leave for few days and travel to Sabah. Im setting my budget monthly aside and i hafto force myself not to spend on my aside budget coz' i seriously need those savings for my holiday trip. I'm still wondering wer shud i travel. I need to check out my budget too. I'm planning to travel with my own savings and everything should be on my own. I don't need my MOM to cater me since she has given me almost everything i've ever wanted all this while and its time for me to repay her kindness and care. I wanted to bring her along to travel with me. OH NOOO.. its 0107hrs on the clock, i reli need to stop now. Chow bella.. til' 2moro. =D *mwahs*

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

SUNDAY recap..

Something about you makes me feel weak when you're around..
Something about you makes me nervous when you're around..
Something about you makes me want you so bad when you're around..
Something about you makes me calm when you smile at me..

and ABOVE all....

Something about you makes me feel special with the care of your love..

MODE: I miss my bunny so much!

My Sunday wasn't tat bad. I haven't been posting last 2 days. I was too busy duin' sumtin else. Ok lets recap.. Nothing much on friday. During our 2hrs break, Alimah & I decided to go online and relax at one place. We had no idea and so we decided to go to Aulait. The foods was just ok but the connection SUX! I didn't know wat happened with the connection. We've wasted our 1.5 hrs spending our time fixing the connection. At first i tot it was my laptop tat went on fault but unfortunately it was the connection itselfs dat just couldnt connect to internet. I dunno if its the password dat failed to connect but we've checked several times and we're pretty sure we got the right password key-ed in. Enuff said abt our boring 2 hrs break.. Mebe during our 2hrs break, we can just chill out instead goin out for shopping just like we usual did every friday. That is only if we dun have any plans other den goin out for window shopping. Farah didn't show up and i dunno wats wrong with tat girl. Tats my boring friday.

My weekend? I met up with my baby & tan. I misssss both of em!! So happy tat i met u licia. Went to saloon to have some haircuts den fetch licia. Afta dat, met with the boyfriend <3. Chilled at TT Blues cafe. Back at around 1a.m. Woke up around 9a.m. I had an appointment with Dr.Kiun (was tat his name? lol.) gee... i forgot. Hehehe.. Then send limah back to Jerudong. Had sushi with the siblings. I managed to check out any new upcoming movies. It's in my cinema-to-watch lists. I hope this year wud be as good as last year. HOPEFULLY YES! D boyfren asked me to take my leave by March'08. He wanted to travel to China with me. I wanted too but i told him to do some surveys before purchasing ticket to China. I know its a great country but we're not pretty sure abt the place, hotel, foods, malls, nightlife etc. I'm currently checking few websites abt China. I think its an interesting place and its gona be a great place for SHOOOOOOOOOOPPPPINGG! but its not all abt tat.. its about getting out of the office and spend leisure time having funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn... its been awhile since i last went abroad. I reli miss travelling... spend my time having fun.. no problems occurred. I'm missing my teenage life.. wer times i used to have no worries about anything AT ALL! but dats History... wat im hoping is for my adult life to be meaningful, interesting, full of memories, more lucks & MOREEEE. AMIN....!! I think i better stop here. Tats just it for today.. and mebe tomorrow. =)

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Lowest point... *sigh*

I miss Abg Said... he went to Singapore today with Khai & Ka Hunnie. I bet they r having a great time rite now. They left around 6pm & im sure they alredi arrived by now. (clock shows its 10:54p.m) I enjoyed my work today... it was pure silence & everything went smoothly. I realized i've been working til' late & dat i haven't spend much time with my family, boyfie & bestfrens. I miss my bestfrens so much. How we used to hangout together & cracked ourselves til late nite. How we used to come home late. How we used to hear to our parents keep lecturing for coming back late. How we used to spend almost everyday together. How we used to miss one another wen we dun meet 1 day. How we used to cry together wen we share our problems. How we used to be the bestest bestfrens ever. How we used to watch movie, went out, travel together. I reli reli miss those days. =( We cant even stand a day without seeing each other! I miss u jez, tan, deqz, kitz, wenz & zyms! I reli2 do. I want us to be together again. I miss jessica da most. Its been almost 2 years since we last met. *Sigh* But anyway, kitty planned to chill out together wit d rest of d gals. She misses d times we used to spend together too. Awww.. I'm at the lowest point at d moment. I cant stop saying i miss them so much. NOW dat everyone is working & busy wit their own life, we havent spend much time together. I shud be asking the girls out den sometimes. Rite now, i need to focus on my work 1st since i still have lots to be done. Apart from dat, i miss farah & nisya too. They were my 1st colleagues dat i got along well wen i first started working. Nisya was alwez d craziest while farah was the innocent girl. I miss Nisya's silly jokes & our everyday gossips. Hehehe.. and farah, i miss her manjaness & her latingness. Oh.. i gez i love my girls too much! But i dun have problem with farah coz she alwez pick me up every friday wen i have my 2.5hrs break. I will b seeing her tomorrow, YAYEE! I reli miss u gurls. I miss my boyfriend too. I'm loving him more each & everyday. I hope he feels da same. I soooooo wana meet him tomorrow and the girls too. *sigh* i reli miss d old times. fresh highschool students & just started happy teenage life. I miss everything about US. You gurls mean the world to me & i hope our friendship stand til' eternity. I hope we can still gather back together just like old times. They were times wer i miss them so much, i'll just get to my laptop & see our pics together. I will be seeing tan dis Saturday, HOPE SO! Dun disappoint me babe. I miss u lots laaaa...

Its 0040hrs. Its past my bedtime. My bed is calling for me. :) *dring dring* hhehe... missing my besties, abg said da loudest & funniest big bro, Khai d landirness, boyfie & cuzens (fara & emma). Love u lots guys.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Singapore, i want!!!

It's 1:32am here & i'm still awake. I shud be sleeping alredi by now since i hafto wake early for work. I realized i'm having problem with sleeping. I had been sleeping late for the past few days & also now. I know it's not healthy, rite? I've been trying to mek myself sleep early but it juz doesn't help. I reli have sleeping disorder! GOSH! nevermind.. oh tomorrow khai & abg said will b going off to Singapore & i gez i'll b missing dem. I hope dey will remember buying me some stuffs wen they r in Singapore. They will be back on the 21st. SYIOKKK nya!! I soooooooo wana go der but unfortunately i can't. Mebe by March'08. Insyaallah.. Alimah wasn't reli in d mood the whole morning. She was grumpy & easily distracted. I dunno wats wrong with her today but she was okei after tat. I came back by 8:30pm from work. After shower, i went out & meet up with me hunneh. Before meeting him, i went for dinner wit my youngest brother @ serusop restaurant. Then meet up with me hunneh just afta we finished eating. My hunneh bought me chocolate 'ferrero roche'. He sure knows how to mek me smile. ME FAVOURITE! =) I miss baby wanie. I hope Katie will let me take her tomorrow & sleepover at my place. I so miss dat lil baby!!! I'm jealous dat Khai & Abg Said will be going off to SIngapore. Jealous saya eyh!!!! Oh no.. i was supposed to check out my Shop today but too bad i came bck late so i was too lazy to check it out myself . But no worries.. i will b checking tomorrow. The lady worker had been cleaning up & i expect everything is properly organised at it's place. She came bck early just after cleaning & she will only start working tomorrow. Oh yeah, i'm opening a Tailor Shop & probably u guys mite wana drop by sometimes. It's been 6 mths i've been paying rent without any progression on opening da shop. Well yeah.. at dat moment, i haven't got any workers yet. So, i've waited & keep searching.. Alhamdulillah.. last few days, my mom has introduced me to a lady who has intention to work. So, i've accepted her & she will b working probably friday. Wish me luck on my new business. I'm glad i manage to open up a Tailor Shop. And at the same time, i hope my business will go on smoothly. I haven't got any idea wat to name the Shop. I wanted to take off the old signboard which eventually doesn't mean to me. Ok den.. i reli want wanie here. I miss u lots!! For me hunneh, i love u. Khai & Abg Said enjoy ur trip! Love u guyssss.. i'm off for me sleeping witch. hehehe....

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Sushi Tei

I've realised i had skipped my Sunday. Well, its becoz my dayt wasnt dat xciting to talk abt. Another boring Monday & as usual happened at work. I only stayed til' 6:45pm to finish my work. Just after work, i went straight home. Took my bath, get all dressed up and went off to meet up my hunnie. My brothers came along too and we had dinner at Sushi Tei. Met mom otw to Sushi Tei & She gave us some $$$ for our dinner but my brother took all d cash & i was left with the bill 'as alwez'. Hehehe.. its doesnt matter tho. We enjoyed our dinner, our conversations, our sillyness, our jokes etc. I'm glad my brothers got along pretty well with my boyfriend. It was their first time meeting face to face. I talked much and so does my brothers. They were as usual talking about boys stuffs. &&& after dinner, we went to 'Komunis' to buy some DVDs & Karaoke CDs. After dat send fhins- to fulcan while my bf and i went out cruising around. Reached home around 12am. It was great seeing HIM again. Miss him alredi.. Can't wait to see him again. Lurve u sayang. I took quite few pix with him & it was actually our 1st time taking pictures 2gether & gez wat?!! The damn fone went on fault & automatically deleted every messages in my inbox & sent items. I was so frustrated coz i transfered the pix from my bro's to my fone & it all went into my inbox. When i was abt to open it, my fone got jammed. &&& KAPOOOSSSH! LOST!! arrghhhhhhh... but it doesn't matter, lucky i took some using my fone earlier. Hehehe... So anyway, its time for my bedtime. Will b posting pix some other times.


&&& mwahs.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Saturday Activities

7:20a.m. - Woke up den take a shower.
8:19a.m. - Arrived at work.
12p.m. til' 6p.m. - Stayed for overtime.
7:23a.m. - Took a bath.
8:48p.m. - Went to supasave & withdraw some ka-ching $$$.
9:32p.m. - Arrived at Abg Said's place.
1:37a.m. - Left Abg Said's place.
1:51a.m. - Arrived at HOME sweet HOME.

Morning was just alrite, nutin much. Aftanun i went out lunch with Alimah & met up with one of AIA's agent. I forgot her name, my baddd. She xplained abt benefits of taking up Insurance. There are quite numberous of policies provided by AIA. I was interested with the LSP- Ladies Saving Plan & I've registered for it. Gonna do the deposit on Monday 14/01/08. I sumhow realized wer has all my money gone. I gez i was overspent all diz while which i didnt manage to do some savings. I shudve thought abt this since d 1st time working but WTH its better late than NEVER! After lunch, we returned back to office. System Hijrah was not functioning & i wasn't in d mood checking my listings. So, i folded letters instead to fill up my time. Finished overtime at 6p.m. den was too xhausted wen i reach home & therefore i've fallen to sleep. Woke up at ard 7p.m. den take a bath. As usual i'm alwez late wen attending outings organized by my colleagues. I reached Abg Said's place at ard 9p.m. I had lamb chop & fried chix for dinner. Abg Said's lamb chop was superb delicioussssss! yummy.. thumbs up for u Abg Said! Quite few closefrens were there too. After dinner, we enjoyed ourselves karaoke-ing til around 1a.m. I enjoyed it and now i'm extremely tired rite now. However, my baby hasnt been replying my sms tonite & apart from that, i'm a bit disappointed even if i enjoyed myself juz now. Let it be den.. i'll talk to him tomorrow. I'm missing him terribly... sleepy la.. i need to take my rest now. Off to bed.

Pix taken during the Karaoke.

G Duan & Ka HuNNie

Malikz & Nasz

Abg Said & D Author

Saturday, January 12, 2008

\\ Yesterday //

Everyday is just like yesterday except when new things coming in den it wudnt feel like its yesterday. New story, new happenings, new 'almost everything perhaps. My friday wasn't all dat bad.. went to work early as usual.. NOT! hehe.. but hey, ive been goin to work early lately since i've received my last year (december) attendance. I can't believe i'm 5x late which i dun think i have! Mebe it was a mistake hmmph.. but itsokey.. i'll improve, i promise! I realized i've been coming to work early since the 1st day..! Its not juz me.. it happens to everyone. Dun tell me u're never late ur whole life.. HAHA! enuff with those late attendance. Moving on to the inside story of today.. I've been having problems knowing the real deal of being unfaithful to ur bf/gf. Ha? I have a fren who has been telling me secrets abt him wit his lover & another different story from another fren telling me the process of his relationship. Ok, here it goes.. u've been flirting wit diz lady & everyone has been telling she's hard-to-get type of lady... but hey clever him, he got her. They've been so much in love all diz while and woah~ in juz 3mths, another lady confessing how she felt abt him who happened to be a so-called used to be closefrens. He falls for her too and now, he's confused.. so dats wer i shud end my story abt him. My real question is.. how can u be confused when u used to tell others how much u r in love wit ur 1st laydee.. *BIG QUESTION POPPING IN MY HEAD*. I reli dunno wat i shud respond towards him coz i know he has d rights to choose the lead of his life. I am not blaming him nor the girls but hey, love come love goes.. it happened for a reason. We just dunno why.. or mebe diz is a test to see how faithful he is towards his girlfren. Thats just an assumption.. watever it is, i have nothing against him.. its his life.. and im not blaming him for loving two girls. About the other guy, i better not tell since his story is complicated. HEHEHE..

Me, my sis & Alimah went out for lunch while surfing the net. I've been browsing online fares to Singapore via www.bruneiair.com & daymmm... dats cheap.. B$281.00 return! eeeeeeee.. i so wana go der.. or mebe Bangkok for only B$374.00 return. HAIYAAAA! hehehe.. back to work@2:30pm & nuthin much happened at work. Its alwez d workload dat has been pressuring me but i love it. I enjoy my work..stayed for overtime til' 9pm & den home, took a bath & watched movie with Abg Said, Nas & d two lovely doves Khai & Ka Hunz. After movie, we went for supper@ My Nest Restaurant-serusop. I met my client & he gave his email. hehe.. Den reached home ard 1am. Everyone has already asleep in d house except ME! and its freakin' cold!!! Ohhh... my baby has juz signed in.. i wonder y he is online this late.. *watching d clock,its 2:04a.m* aaa... ada x ne.. hehe :p~ i gez i better stop here. Need to wake early again 2moro. Toodles! ;)

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Tahun Baru Hijrah

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