Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Sorry
I'm useless. He's still mad at me. I've apologized so many times but still he refused to talk to me. But one thing i'm glad, he misses me too. I won't say much for this post since i dunno wat to say. all i know is,
I MISS YOU SO MUCH ♥712
PS. I'm sorry ♥712. off to bed. Chao bella~
♥ Mellicious
12:00 AM
Monday, April 28, 2008
Azzam's Birthday Celebration.
I missed out my arrangement with ♥712. I was supposed to accompany him to Tasek for the Smarter and Climbathon events. I wasn't so sure which event that ♥712 really hafto attend. If his intention was to attend the Climbathon then i'll be saved since it was postponed to next month. I was so tired to wake up & dats the reason i missed out my morning date with ♥712. He was very upset i guess coz' he didn't reply my sms-es. *DEEP SIGH* I received 10 misscalls from him & 2 txt msgs. I know he must be very upset but too bad i woke up late, reli late. To make my day even worse,i had HUGEEEE headache probably becoz' i overslept. I was in a bad mood the whole morning and i took 2 panadols to ease down the pain. I kept calling and texting ♥712 but it didn't work out. I know he must be very very extremely upset!
Itsokei, i'll let him cool off til' tomorrow. It was Baby Azzam's Bday celebration today and we, the siblings were invited. He must've enjoyed all the prezzies. He received lots of presents from loved ones. I was still not in the mood since i still feel the pressure of the pain in my head. Nonong and sisters came by a bit later and everything went well and smoothly. Baby Azzam enjoyed his birthday and he was reli excited receiving lotsa prezzies. Abg Saed, Nasz & Maliks came along and we had a wonderful afternoon. I was still a bit upset tho' coz i didn't receive any calls or text msgs from ♥712. After awhile my headache was gone and i enjoyed the moments but deep down my heart i was really upset too. I didn't expect he would be very upset. I didn't do it on purpose tho. *SIGHHHHHHHHHH*
Okei.. lets not talk about it. We went home at 6:45pm.. we took lotsa pictures and i'm too layzee to post. Reached home at 7pm+ and took shower 30mins after that. Left home ard 8pm and went to office to get my work done since i was unable to come during day time. Gez wat??! Nasz was with me and we finished our work at 12:30am. WOAHH! Will the boss believe that we worked til' past midnite? Wateverlah.. it doesn't reli matter, as long as i have proof that i'm reli duin my work. Tomorrow is Govt's payday and dat was the reason i'm willing to come over to office and check on my work. I hope everything will be ok tomorrow.. oh NO! its already 30mins past 1, i reli need to doze off. I'm afraid i won't be able to wake up early tomorrow.. til' den.. i'll be back with more stories of my everyday life..
p.s. I NEEEEEEDDDD A BREAK! I WANNA TRAVEL!!!!!!
♥ Mellicious
12:56 AM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Lights?
I can now understand how does it feels living in the dark and just depending on candle lights. PANAS KALIE AHHH! It was the first time ever with no lights for hours. It affected the whole Gadong Area. WOAHH... overrrr. I spent hours just lying on my bed while waiting for licia to come. I took a bath in the dark. It was weird and scary. Hehehe.. It was reli hot staying in the room for hours and so we decided to watch movie. Lucky for us, the empire movie was not affected. The Giant Superstore was affected too and according to my auntie, from Salambigar to Muara the lights were affected too. Ayoyo.. u know.. i actually thought the cables were stolen. LOL! Mana tau...
So anyway, I had an exciting day with the colleagues. I had HI-TEA @ Season & I, for sure enjoyed Rafiee & The Band performance. And i sang today with Gsaed & Nasz. I wasn't as nervous as i was last week. It went out smoothly.. ALHAMDULILLAH~ We stayed til' 6pm and we reli enjoyed it as alwez. ♥Syg took his in-lieu today and i dunno wat were his activities. I miss him. I invited ♥Syg to watch movie with us but he was tired and asked me to accompany him early morning to Tasik. AIYOOO.. I dunno if i can wake up early 2moro. Hehehe.. ♥Syg gonna wake me up 2moro n i hope i'll be awake. I actually wanted to wake up late 2moro since its SUNDAY but ermm.. too bad... i got other plans. Aii.. ngantuk eiiii.. tdur dulu ah...~
♥ Mellicious
12:37 AM
Monday, April 21, 2008
Dull.
Previously, i used to have my own blog to in multiply.com and i seems to enjoy it. I alwez have lots to say and share with everyone. I usually doesn't have any problem blogging and i blogged everyday but now.. i get very layzee to blog everyday.. and sometimes i just dunno what to blog about. Erm.. totally blank! Even now.. i just dunno where to start. Forget all that... lets just get to it.
I spent the whole morning sleeping.. and woke up VERY late. It was a boring day.. went to office around 3pm and worked til' 7pm. I haven't even finish up my work. SIGH. I had Pasta and Pizza for Dinner. YIKES. I had Dinner at Capers with Abg Saed & We ate LOTS! I am getting fatter everyday... It was all because i can't resist those delicious foods! ADUI.. can somebody help me? I am just too lazy to workout. And because of that... I gained weight! HELP! No one can help me but myself. SIGH.
Watched movie with
♥Syg @ Seri Qlap Cineplex. We watched 'Congkak' and it was not bad but i don't reli understand the content. What does it got to do with that 'Congkak'? Hmm... I reli dun understand.
Inda ku main congkak lagi eh.. Hehehe.. Rite now, i'm feeling worried abt my work. I dunno what to explain why i cant finish it and why the rest can. ADUI. EVerything went apart and i'm losing the grip. I'm sleepy and it was a boring post, I KNOW.
Tdur ku dulu. OFF.
♥ Mellicious
1:19 AM
Monday, April 14, 2008
3 lack updates
I'm sorry for the lack of updates. I have been very busy with my work I have been working very slow for the past few days and i dunno the reason why. I lost interest doing my work and i reli dunno what happened to me. Even today, i spent most of my time just checking few accounts and spent most of the day relaxing. FOR WHY DID ALL THIS HAPPEN? errrrr.... seriously man, i hate it when my brain is not working very fast and my body not reacting very aggresively. I hope i'll be fine and back to my own self tomorrow and start juggling with work aggresively! I seldom stayed for overtime for the past few days. Hmmph!! or... am i getting layzier at the age of 22? Erks.. I can't believe that i'm 22 years old. Aiii.. Tua rasa ku! Hehehe..
So let me revise back wat i did last weekend. I spent the Afternoon with my bestfrens (licia & wen) and ♥Syg. We had lunch and Zizna Restaurant @ Batu Satu. We spent almost 3 hours i think.... just chit chatting after lunch. ♥Syg was simply just listening to our stories and jokes. Hehe... After lunch, we went to 2nd Hand Car Dealers to check out any hot reasonable price car but too bad... NAHEY~ alllll MAHALL EYYy! I rather buy new car. HMPH! Oh anyway, dropped by licia's house to grab her clothes and den back to my place. Wasn't planning to go anywhere but then ♥Syg called and wants me to accompany him to meet his friend. I brought along licia, my sister and cousin. We met up at Giant and had our Dinner at Jollibee after that. Went home early before Midnite coz i need to wake up early the next day. At that time, i knew.. I miss ♥Syg. Hehehe....
The next day....
Woke up early.. as early as I DUN WANT TO! I woke up at around 6ish and left home ard 7ish. Went straight to Serusop to grab my takeaways and went straight to Boss May's house at Rimba. Got everyone gathered den drove off to 'Hutan Simpanan Berakas'. It was our annual recovery dept activity just like wat we celebrated last year. All attended except Firdaus and we're glad that some of the repo agents came to spice up the day. It was boring at 1st since it was all eating session and just chit chatting. Then we went to the beach to play soccer. The weather was great and i loved it! Too bad ♥Syg wasn't there to share the excitements i had on that day. The guys were so xhausted after soccer so they went up and eat again.
♥Syg txted me up and wanted me to enjoy myself which i reli DID enjoy myself. X=) After awhile, we started setting up our games. Prizes were arranged for every games and we were asked to form a team to participate in the games. The 2nd and 3rd games were the most exciting moments and we reli2 enjoyed it. I'm DAMN SURE that they were having so much fun playing those silly fun games. They formed 3 groups which they called their team Rock Kapak (1st team), Rock Buncit (2nd team) & New Intake (3rd team). Most of the games were won by the New Intake. It was reli funny.. i took the video of the event and i had a great laugh watching those videos. It was reli funny....!! I can't believe we spent our time from 8ish am to 3ish pm at 'Hutan Simpanan Berakas'. Everyone was very helpful and of course a great companion in these kinds of event. SYIOKKKK! As i reached home, i got very tired and fallen to sleep. Jessica texted me and asked me out but i was soooooo damn tired. So i decided to go out at Nite after my rest. ♥Syg texted me too asking me to have a rest after the whole morning exhaustion. Woke up around 8ish pm and took a shower after that. Met up with Jessica at Mamih Beribi. She looked terrible and very confused. She got issues with her boyfriend and i've never seen her very uptight and sad. Pity her! It was raining heavily and thunder striked several times. It scares the hell out of me and so we left. I slept around 1ish am last nite.
The next MORNING...
Nothing much happened today. Again.. i felt my mind is not reacting aggresively and that i don't have the mood duin my work. Had lunch at Jin Chiew with Abg Said, Nasz & Dauz. Went for meetings around 5pm. Finished work at around 7pm. Tonite.. which was 4 hours ago, i had lil' misunderstanding with ♥Syg. He confronted that he doesn't feel that he is my priority. *Sigh* I don't know.. i care about him but i don't know which part made him feel that he is not my priority. Well.. he is of course one of my priority and i do care abt him 'SO MUCH'. I was supposed to watch movie with him yesterday but eventually i've forgotten abt it and he was reli upset about that. Mebe yes some part i may be wrong but hey.. i reli don't remember about the arrangement. I made him upset and i was upset too. I feel bad that i don't remember any of our arrangement going out. I decided not to text or call him yet. I miss him so much.. I'm now feeling very tired and i don't want to talk much about our misunderstanding. I'm off to bed.. I miss him. and i love him dearly ♥♥♥
♥ Mellicious
10:32 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
Tired
It was my Birthday... April 8th.
What i did?
I was too layzee to update my blog since i reli enjoyed my time on my Birthday. I took my in-lieu in the afternoon and basically spent the afternoon with Baby & Licia. On that day itself, i took my new laptop which just arrived the day before. They just got it all ready and updated. Actually i decided to take the pink colour but then i wouldn't want to have both laptop Pink and thats y i chose RED. As alwez, i enjoyed the new gadget and yayee... the charger can be used to charge my pink lappie. HAPPY AGAIN! So anyway.. I had Dinner with the siblings, best dudes & of course my Baby. We had a great evening enjoying our time and for sure everyone also enjoyed their time. I spent the nite having dinner at escapade and took lotsa pictures.
9th April - Nisa's & Syura's Birthday.
It was Nisa's & Syura's Birthday.. My simcard got blocked during my birthday and i didn't have time to go to DST to unblock it. Had lunch with jeedz, Nasz & Dauz @ Ideal gdg properties. Decided to unblock my card but unfortunately it was already late that we could not wait for our turn and so we left. I didn't stay up til' late since i had promised my auntie that i'll be going to Pizza Hut to celebrate Syura's Bday. And so, went home at ard 6pm & took a bath. Got dressed up and left home. Went to Little M to buy prezzie for Syura. Reached Pizza Hut Gadong at ard 8pm. Had Dinner and celebrated Syura's Birthday.
"Happy Birthday to Syura. KaMyMy Loves You"
10th April, Today!
Its Anieh's Birthday and i haven't greeted her yet. Lunch at Rasa Mas Giant. Managed to unblock my card and bought 2 new simcards for my brothers. I received 12 text messages as i switched on my phone. It was eventually Birthday greetings from loved ones. I'm reli happy today coz' my bestfren Jessica finally asked me out. Its been 2 years since we last met. Finished work around 7pm. Took a bath and waited for her text. She fetched me at home. Everything went well and we ignored the awkwardness feelings. Can't believe that we finally met and we were brave enuff that we met just 'US' on our first time meeting. I simply had a great nite with her and I miss her so much. I'm glad she finally took the step to ask me out. We had so much things to tell but then i just don't know why were i out of words. We'll be seeing each other again. I don't hope for the us to be just like before but i hope we can be better than before. I'm sure we'll be seeing much of us in the near future. I'm SOOOOOO happy that we're finally back together again. Oh... not forgetting my Baby.. i miss him so much. I texted him but i haven't receive any reply. Probably, he ran out of credits. Feeling sleepie alredi... chowloe~
miss u sayang so so much. x0x0
♥ Mellicious
12:50 AM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Go shawty, its your Birthday!
Happy Birthday To ME! Happy Birthday to ME! Happy Birthday to ME!
Phew! I'm actually Double 2. Ohhh... can't believe it. I haven't got any plans nor wishlists. Yesterday morning (070408 - clock shows it past midnite so its considered 'YESTERDAY') i woke up early and i came to work early too. I didn't have much to do since it was MONDAY, its usually the most boring day of every week. Oh another year older, another year wiser. I hope this Double '2' year can be more meaningful and memorable. I hope i'll get better chance, better life in this upcoming years. There is nothing more that i wanted but to make anyone around me happy. I decided to take my in-lieu in the afternoon on my birthday so i can spend my afternoon having my rest. Besides i have other duty to get my lappie if its true that the stocks has already arrived. I hope to hear great news later as that i can't wait to get my hands on that laptop.
I didn't stay til' late at work coz i was very tired. I came home around 8pm and spent the night watching tv. I was so bored so i went online and decided to change my layout. What do you think? You guys like it? *smile* So anyway, at exactly midnight i was surprised by my siblings. They came into my room and sang me birthday songs. They bought me cake & took a video recording while handing over the cake to me. I was a bit overwhelmed with their cute surprises. I knew they love me and so maybe i decided to bring them out for dinner later. I bet the pictures they took were horrible coz' i was wearing my junkie clothes and my hair lewwwwwwwwwkk awful! But.. all in all it was a great surprise, i love it. Thanks guys... kamymy loves you. I don't know if they are reading this but i'm sure my sister will. So, MILLION THANKS to you guys and also to all my friends and of course to my baby for the greetings. I reli appreciate it that you guys actually remembered my birthday. *wide smile*
Its getting late and i'm already sleepy. More to come....
Labels: birthday., surprises
♥ Mellicious
2:01 AM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Getting old, Getting Bored.
Watery eyes. Running Nose. Warmth Body. Mild Fever. ARGGHH!
Its getting into me all over again. I might say my anti-body is not reacting strictly with fever viruses surrounding me. Aduii.. I am in the condition wanting to have the perfect body temperature 37 degrees celsius. For not being cared the past three days, i finally met the boyfriend and we had a great conversation. I've been missing him terribly and we just met yesterday after few days no sms, no calls or even MISS calls. *Sigh* But he had his reason which i believed and sincerely accepted his deepest apologies. And for now, i understand that sometimes we do need our time alone to ease our minds. The pressure and the commitment that he have to deal with has been making him feel stressed up and of course, frustrated!
I respect his decision for not wanting me to be apart of his frustration. He doesn't want to make me feel frustrated too and yeah, worried. I somehow worried of course but after he explained, i understood and believed in him. Anyway, it comes up to my sense that i need holidayssssssssss. Mom talked to me this morning and offered me to go travel with her sometimes in April or May. YES YES i want! It's been awhile since i last traveled. Duh~ Singapore was the last pit stop but still, it was only a short notice and i want more. I can't get enough of it... Licia texted me up and i bet that girl is really having a hard time with her full commitment towards her work. That girl for sure is worse than me. She's a teacher and she's taking part time teaching @ tuition institution. She works daily 7 days a week. Her days are fully occupied with work and she seldom have much time for herself to enjoy. Yeah of course she does have that time out for some reasons but seriously, on sunday her classes start as early as 8am and will all be done by 5pm. Tell me about it.. am i better or not? I even have my Sunday just for myself and i seldom go to work on Sunday. Sian...
Online is what i do best when i'm at home to kill my boredom or sometimes i watched tv til' i fall to sleep or sometimes i call up the boyfriend or sometimes i just sit and think 'WAT TO DO AH'. Rite... u people might think i have other better things to do then killing time going online. Whatever.. I do have chores to do sometimes but only when i needed to. I miss attending classes and mingled with the classmates. I miss the moments when the classmates and i laughed to our lecture silly jokes. Basically, it all means i miss going to school. I miss studying. I want to study and work at the same time. I want to spend my time doing anything useful, meaningful and fun. Hanging is fun but there are times when we just don't know where to go or chill. Sometimes we don't know what to say coz' the stories are just the same all and all over again. Sometimes we don't know when we needed to get out of the box and plan things that will come ahead. Sometimes we really don't know
WHATS COMING TOMORROW! Damn. Should i stop before i get too emotional?
Entah eh. Eyh, i seldom chat on MSN except to the ones i normally crapped with. This is getting old and i'm getting bored. I need a LIFE and i need MONEY for the sake of fulfilling the dreams, the desire, the everything i've ever wanted in life. Well, in that case i can continue dreaming and struggle with life for the better future. Money can't buy me love but with money, almost everything naturally be loved. Duncha agree with me guys? Dun deny it. One thing money can't buy, IMAN. and... you know it takes awhile and InsyaAllah with god's willing, i'll fulfill my obligations as a Muslim. Amin... =)
♥ Mellicious
9:08 PM
