Thursday, February 28, 2008

Crap!

Its getting late, i know! Your eyes r getting low, i know! You r getting weak, i know! All this, i know! Took a lil' moment of my time before i sleep to update me blog. Ohh as usual i skipped the last 2 days rite? ohhh... lets start off with.. Tuesday 26/2. It was Govt's pay day.. as usual.. i was very busy. It was all packed in the morning but den not reli in the afternoon. Managed to tackle every accounts and Alhamdulillah almost all came & mek payment. I had lunch at Millenium with Limah. Had nowhere to go at nite so decided to stay overtime til' 11pm. WOAHH! I was very tired actually. I havent got enuff rest yet. SHOOOT! I'm craving for satay.. Yummy! and.. Donuts. Shashapon!Mebe i will go tomorrow. Reached home at nearly 11:23pm. Took a bath den watched tv. After awhile, i fell to sleep. THATS MY BORING TUESDAY!! (mind the CAPS... hehehe)

Missing him so much . All day working and as alwez BUSYY.. extremely BUSY.. Its the busiest week of the month. I miss travelling alredi. I wish i could just relax on the beach in HAWAII.., duh~ I WISH! Came back a bit early today at around 8pm. Took my shower and off to meet my baby. I reli2 mish him.. I'm glad he loves the gifts tat i gave him. I realized he's getting chubbier and i complimented on that. He realized tat too and he said he needs to lose down some fatsy. Hehe.. No matter wat, i still love him. So anyway, we spent the nite together. I reli2 miss having him around. Went home by Midnite and missing him alredi. *MwahsMwahsMwahs*

So, TODAY... woke up at 8am. It was alredi late but i came on time and it was 2 mins to 8:30am. Working all day long. Baby texted me & told me he got fever. So, I came home early and to meet but baby was very tired & fallen to sleep. He's been having sleeping disorder these last few days due to workload & also his addictive PS3 Games. Told him to take his rest and sleep. He did & I'm worried abt his fever. Bought some medicines for him and will give it to him tomorrow. MIss you baby.. get well soon. Its been awhile since i met my bestfren licia. She came over 2 my place & we chit-chatted before sending her home. Had ambuyat for dinner with my sister and licia. Missing my gurls soooo much!! Texted baby but no reply from him so i gez he must be sleeping alredi. Sian... Here i am jotting down some crappy stuffs abt my daily life. Hehe.. and I miss alieya too.. and of corz my beautiful cute lil' couzies.. the spice girls!! Miss the baby spice the most... BABY WANIE! Ok, i think i'll stop here.


♥ MyMy.

Monday, February 25, 2008

Back In Brunei.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Super Boring Monday.

Its getting late as alwez and my eyes are not sleepy. I know whats the reason behind my unsleepiness (is der such words in dictionary? ey! lol.). I slept alredi in the afternoon & had my in-lieu today. I was very busy at work today dat my time was fully occupied with pile of checklists. I reli2 for sure need to get all done before friday. My boss will be back from holiday on Thurs & i hope everything will be done by Thurs. I had my in-lieu today and had no plans. I ate Sambal Chicken w/ Rice & Orange Juice for lunch @ Blue Eden Qlap. It has alwez been my all time order whenever i go to Ahan Thai or Blue Eden. I also visited RTB today coz i accompanied Abg Saed to take his gifts that he won thru quizzes in Pilihan FM & Pelangi FM. Saw Jenny Malai Ali and Ashraff 'said so'.

We actually planned to visit DJ ezan from Pilihan FM but unfortunately the guard didn't allow us. So we went to Qlap instead and had our lunch. After lunch, he sent me home. Nuthin to do.. too layzee, tired & early to go to FZ. Watched tv & fell to sleep. Woke up during Maghrib Prayers & took me shower den off to FZ. I actually wanted to go to office & finish up my work but then i have this echo in my head telling i shud relax for once and enjoy my half day without thinking abt work but seriously man... i dun feel right or comfortable leaving my work behind plus wondering how does my subordinates doing while i was away for a day. I'm worried tat they wont finish the work that i asked. But Alhamdulillah, they've been behaving & responding quite impressively when i handed them the work tat i urgently needed which also means... my boss does not hafto worry much abt us. We can do it on our own. *Maju Sukan Untuk Negara* Lol.

Oh ok, i realized i havent been tagging any of my friends. I havent linked them yet. Mebe its becoz im selfish or what. Hehehe.. no lah. I dun think so.. mebe its becoz i dunno their web address. No worries abt tat i will be tagging someone sooner or later. As for now i'll juz let this blog to be anonymous and i'm pretty sure no one knows and mebe only my close relatives knows abt my blog. Oh yeah watever. I have one list of things tat i wanted to own. I've been aiming for it but i'll just hafto wait. Sabar my...

"You can fool others but u CAN'T fool urself"

which is true................

People can lie all they can but they can't lie to themselves. For instance, when u love someone but you're juz dun haf the guts to confess. You would probably deny to your frens when u get nervous whenever him/her is around. I'm pretty sure u'll get goosebumps when your crush is around. The weird reaction from urself can be seen by others if they notice your weird attitude towards a particular someone. I've been in tat situation and i remember i was only 13 years old tat i had a crush on someone and he was my classmate back then. lol. I remember everything abt my teenage life. I'm now coming 22 and Alhamdulillah life has been treating me well so far.
I'm happy and grateful with my life. I have a very loving family, loving understanding funny boyfren, fun bubbly cool bestfrens, great colleagues & amazing friends. I seriously wish to avoid having enemies. I hope i won't have enemies throughout my life.

Yikess.... its 0200 hrs. I shud go now. I'll post again when i feel like it. Teehee..

With ♥,
Myamie

Monday, February 18, 2008

lack of plans.

Status : Very Extremely Tired.
Location : In My Room.
Time : 0042 Hrs.

Just came back from watching Movie. Lets just start off with the things i left behind witout jotting it here. Lets see... I ended my last post by saying im gonna meet baby afterwards which yeah.. i did. On V.day, we watched late night movie with moi' baby, sis & bro. We watched Jumper & it was a nice movie indeed. But there are some parts where i dun understand its content. Owh.. one of my fave actress is the main subject in tat movie. She lewks cute! After movie, we went to WyWy lambak. It was late & i came back by 3am.

So, the next day i was too tired to wake up but wat to do, i hafto!!! Thank Allah, its Saturday!! I went to Ka Nita's house. It was my first time. Dauz, Nasz,Abg Saed & I went there for Gong Xi Pa Cai. We were nice welcomed by her & her brother. I was so hungry tat i kept on munching those crackers for almost 10mins. Lol. Then i became so tired & fell asleep in the car. Was thinking to have a rest and sleep but i can't. I hafto go for workouts. I went to FZ at 6pm+ until' 8pm. Baby surprised me by asking me to come over to Empire. After picking my sister up, i sent her home while baby & i grabbed some food den off to Empire. Awwww.. we spent the whole nite laughing,watching tv,cuddling & relax in the verandah. It was our anniversary & it was also to compensate the pain tat i suffered for being ignored the past 9 days. Hehehe....

I had a great nite & was very tired+sleepy. I fell asleep while watching tv. I was awake by the noisy message ringtone from my fone. I received a message from my brother asking wer i was. It was late...it was 4:32am at that time so i decided to sleepover at Empire. Aww..didnt know tat my brother care abt me. He thought something might have happened to me. Hehe.. The next morning (Sunday) i woke up around 8:37am. Damn... it was too early for me but I can't make myself sleep again. Baby were awake after tat & we ordered some breakfast meals. The foods were very nice. My stomache was making tat weird noise while waiting for the foods to arrive while baby & the rest went out swimming. Anyways, we checked out at noon & send baby home after tat. I Miss Him Already..... *mwahs*

I picked up my brothers & we had lunch at Singapore Chicken Rice Gadong. While in Gadong, we came across these bunch of people distributing small flags for the car. After eating, i dropped by at office to deliver the foods to Nasz & Abg Saed. Then we went to Yayasan to buy donuts. OMG!!!! We were queue-ing for almost 2.5hrs. I can't imagine how ppl willing to wait even for 3 hrs standing just bcoz of DONUTs. For sure, it is a great business & i'm sure the owner has been receiving great response. I'm tired rite now.. I attended fusion dance class juz now & went swimming. Were very hungry so we went eating at Mamih Qlap. It was all unplanned & dat Abg Saed, Boy & I watched Kungfu Dunk. Seriously man.. u wudnt want to miss this kind of movie. I like it & i'm looking forward for Jay Chou's next movie. He acted pretty well & professionally. Oh well.. i'm too sleepy now. I think i gotta go. Oh anyway, I look forward to meet any of them again. Sleepy... see u.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentines....

"Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile."
Elizabeth Barrett Browning (1806-1861)

Its Valentines Day.. And i have no plans at all. I told my boyfie i dun reli celebrate valentines but he made up my day. It was nearly 8:30am wen i reached office. It was raining in d morning. I was still upset abt him for ignoring me for 9 days and gez wat happened? The waiter who worked at the restaurant nearby came & gave me a bouquet of flowers. I received the flowers in the midnoon, at 1pm, during my lunch at the nearby restaurant & at 4pm. It was a dozen of beautiful roses. I reli2 love it. He made me smile the whole day. My colleagues kept teasing me about the flowers. He texted me & gave me a piece of note explaining why he ignored me for the past 9 days. Awwwwww..... i didnt get the chance to ask him personally. He alredi did his homework by xplaining without asking him yet. Can't believe he can be as sweet as i never expected. He made up my day with those flowers and sorry letter he gave me. I'm really happy.. and we decided to meet. We will be watching movie with the siblings. I can't wait to meet him. I really2 miss him. Oh anyway, enough of the drama. *grin*

Happy Valentine, my love!
All my love is yours.

Praised be love that brings us home,
Pilgrims to these shores.

Yearnings here find harborage;
Vanities, sly smiles.

All that righteous anger rends,
Love here reconciles.

Even in the darkness whereNo bitterness finds rest,
Thoughts of you are like a dawnIntent on happiness.

Nor would I have so light a heart
Except that I am blessed!

Happy Birthday Tua Laki.

Its the only time i'm free to blog. It is alwez wen its time to go to sleep. Its the only time i managed to get online and update my blog. You know why im alwez blogging this late? Coz' its the only time i have ideas to jot down plus i spent too much reading others blog which i found some of em interesting but there are some parts where the contents are juz BORING. So in tat case, i ended up updating my blog. Also included, my eyes r not sleepy yet plus i've been spending most of my morning sleeping tat i took my in-lieu just now. I was too sleepy to get up & i decided to continue sleeping and texted limah to inform tat i'm taking half-day. I went to office at 12:26pm. I'm being nice so i came early, i wouldn't want Alimah to feel lonely w/out me. Hehehe.. The feelings for today are just erm.. so~so. I have nothing special coming up but indeed i so can't wait to go Singapore. I've made several arrangements whereby i needed to plan my time & pack few days before flying off.

Singapore, 1st thing 1st... passport? shud i make a new one? my passport is out of blank pages. I dunno whether it will be accepted or not. So, before it got worse and i might not end up flying.. YESS! I shud make a new one. Gonna ask mom to do it for me. I really can't wait.. I just hope everything will be fine on that day. Its been awhile since my last trip to Singapore. I know its not gonna be long but for sure, its gonna be fun and enjoying with all the friends tat i love to death which will be coming along.

Ok, Singapore will be a week to go. Leave tat out first and think wats coming up for this week. My work is my 1st priority so i need get tat all are fully touched & checked, make sure every clients alerted to make payment etc. Next, get money prepared to bring to Singapore & pls help me, hopefully i dun go shopping tat much. My intention was just relaxing, meeting the relatives & enjoying at the same time. I'm sure gonna miss my bed, my family of corz, my syang for sure & my work even if its juz for 3 days. *huhuhu can't wait.*

Anyway, tonite i'm feeling a bit cranky & spoiled. Its been 10 days since i met him and i'm missing him like crayzie. His workload is driving me nuts tat i can't even meet him. ARGHHH! I wonder how come he can't spare tat lil' time just for me? is he meeting someone else? well heyy!! i should not think tat far. I spent almost everynite in the gym just to ease my mind and heal my broken heart. He said he misses me but how come he doesn't offer me to meet or something. I offered him but he ignored my text. NEVERMIND.... i didn't txt him much, i didn't misscall him at all. And.. there he was txting and miscalling me every few hours, AT LEAST! I told him if he doesn't care anymore and will be treating me lyk this til dunno when, might as well just leave me behind. Den he gets reli nice & txted me nice messages. DUH~ I'm not buying it! I want you not your sweet messages. He said he will be meeting me soon and i want an explaination for all this causes of ignorance. Doesn't he knows how much my heart bleeds longing for his touch? I miss the hugs, the touch, how he whispered to my ears saying dat he loves me so much & of course the smile tat meks my heart calm & very much happy.

See... i'm talking too much abt him. I reli2 miss him.I want you syang.. i miss u. In whatever consequences, i should meet him this week and still if he refused den dun blame me for not talking to him for a week or 2. I know i'm exaggerating but i'm sure u know how i MISSSSSESSSS him lyk crazie. I love him.

"Valuing a relationship is not merely done by seeing each other everyday. What counts is how much in our busy lives we remember each other." --Author Unknown

That opens my eyes... Thats true. What counts in a relationship is the trust, the feelings & the patience. Ok My, be patient! Ok i will... *smile* however, nothing can change my love for him. I am loving him more everyday. People used to phrase not to love someone so much tat it might hurts us in the end but..i put it the other way, loving someone so much might bleeds wen it turned out sour but yet its a wonderful experience. We will tend to be grateful & cherish every single moments spent with our loved ones. Its Valentine today (its past midnite) and i don't plan going anywhere. I don't celebrate it but of course its a special day for every lovers out there. Not forgetting today is Tua Laki's Birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... too bad his two daughters are not in Brunei to celebrate his birthday just like they used to every single year. Since he only have 3 daughters, he can only spend his time with the youngest more often when he misses his 2 daughters. Love his FAMILY so much!

Ok, i'm off to bed. toodles. to be continued....

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Busy Monday.

Panasonic FZ18



It was nearly 6pm when we reached home.. hafto send my sis to tuition again.. after tat, i finally rest my ass and landed on bed. Took shower den watch tv. Fetched my sis again at 9:30pm and dats my activities for today. Oh yeah, i went to Sony retail shop at Gadong & i fell in love with the Sony H9 camera. *Confused* Which one shud i choose? Aiyoyo! Mebe i shud just go for the Sony H9. It costs a bit cheaper than the Lumix Fz18. Anyway, can't wait to go to Singapore. Yayeeeeee!!

Sleepie.. off to Bed. *Yawwnn*

Sunday, February 10, 2008

CJ7 the movie.

Friday, February 8, 2008

AKU MAU DONUT!

Holiday?



I'm on leave til' Monday. It feels great but at the same time worry-ing. I can't stop thinking abt my work & i hope everything can be done wen i came bck to work on Tuesday. I started taking my leave on the 7th Feb'08. On tat day is public holiday & it doesn't make any difference except tat i didn't go to the gym since its closed. As a matter of fact, i went to work in d aftanun to finish the undone & unfinished work den went to McD wit Abg Saed & Nasz. We were supposed to have hi-tea but it was alredi 5:30pm. The Hi-Tea Buffet finished at exactly 5:30pm & so we ended up eating at McD.



fullstop. I MISS MY BOYFRIEND.



Speaking abt d Boyfriend, I reli miss him & wants to meet him. He's been busy lately & i have difficulties meeting him. And so the story continues....



I woke up ard 9-ish & I feel fresh since i dun hafto rush to the bathroom (jus like i alwez did wen i woke up late) to go for work. I had lunch with Limah & my sister. Met up with mom, aunties & couzies at Restaurant. After lunch, we went to Yayasan. Was thinking to buy some donuts but unfortunately we cant bare the long queue. There are aLOT of ppl queue-ing just to grab some of the donuts. And so i decided to send Limah back to office first and will be going to Yayasan again at ard 3pm. Had rest for awhile den off again to Yayasan ard 4pm.



WHAT?? Again?? NOoOOoOoOoooOOoo....



Again.. the queue is longer den it was around 1pm. Gosh! I ended up buying burger at Jolibee instead. SHASHAPON!! Tats okei... i'll just go tomorrow then. I'm craving for donuts. I reli shud get some tomorrow. Ive no plans for tomorrow. Oh... got my ticket! I got the e-ticket & its confirmed on the 22nd. I soooooooooo can't wait. Just hope everything will be fine on the 22nd. Was in the gym till 10:30pm just now.



And here i am online-ing til' erm... its almost 1am now. I'm still not sleepy yet. I've been searching for the Nokia 6120 Pink Edition. I called Deejay once and they only got the last piece. I asked if they have another stock coming in but they are not sure. Mebe i shud wait til I arrive in Singapore. Mebe I could find it easily in Singapore. Just hope so i will coz i WANTTTTTTTTTTT tat fone.

Its late now & i'm sleepy. I miss my boyfriend so much. *sigh*

Monday, February 4, 2008

Randomly Post.

Sunday 3rd Feb08. 1212Hrs.
My Room. Blogging.

Saturday event. (excuse me for the delay)

Blame me for randomly updating my blog. I was too tired, too layzee & too boring to post. I seriously dun have news to blog about. Oh anyway, i had a great Weekend except tat i miss Limah. Had lunch at McD with Khai & Abg Saed. After keeping the foods in me stomache to digestively working well for 3 hours, Nasz sent me home. Took a shower, packed up necessary things & got dressed. Off to FZ Qlap & start working out. Warmed up for 30 mins before participating in the Latin dance class. It was very tiring indeed but fun..

Its been awhile since my last exercised & i felt better. The massive sweat, the energy, the environment etc. is way superb & i'm satisfied with the service & equipment available. I dun hafto worry abt time since i'm able to workout even after my overtime. I can't stay long since i have a date with my girls. I miss dem so much. I had fun even it was just dinner & i'm extremely happy to see them but i was a bit upset tat Jessy didn't turn up. She said she didn't have any transport to commute but i did offer to fetch her which she refused. I don't blame her. Mebe she's just not ready to meet us. I was excited & tot i cud gather with my girls again for the 1st time in 2008. I bought 3 patchi gifts for my 3 chinese bestfrens & tot i cud give dem. Unfortunately 1 didn't turn up so i keep it & will give it to her when i see her.

All in all, i enjoyed my Saturday. I had fun with the girls. Just after dinner,we stopped by at NBT to take few pictures & went off wen the rain start pouring. Den hung out @ Deroyalle cafe with the girls til nearly 0038hrs. I reli miss the time we had together & will decide to hangout again some other time. We've been telling our updates stories & its just like yesterday, what we used to do wen we hangout. I miss you girls so much.

Basically, that was my Saturday. Oh i managed to purchase ticket to Singapore which i will be going on 22nd to S I N G A P O R E with Kitty & not sure who else. By having my sayang around hanging out together with my bestfrens is the moment i wud alwez want to have since i can let him mingle with my girls & knowing my bestfrens better. He enjoyed it too & we had a crazie nite laughing all nite mesmerizing the memories we had. We called it a nite at around 0038hrs since everyone r alredi tired. I miss them alredi including my shyang. *sigh*

Sunday 3rd Feb08.

I woke up around 2pm. Feeling damn tired & cranky. I was so tired i gez... Didn't much to post since i've spent most of my sunday morning sleeping. lol. Nasz fetched me around 5pm & off to FZ. Abg Saed was wit us too. & We joined the fusion dance class & man... I LURVE IT! but i wasn't tat ENERGETIC since i didn't warm up before i joined d class. I only lasted for 30 mins & i stopped. I decided to warm up by jogging using treadmill machine. Den we played basketball & i sucked at it. lol. Afta dat, we went swimming til it was nearly 10pm. OMG! I didn't realize tat we spent almost 5 hrs working out. WOW! can't believe it. Ohh.. at least i spent my Sunday doing sumtin unlike before. I used to just stay at home & didn't know wat to do.

I misssss my shyang so much dat i reli wanted to meet him. Mebe i shud spare some time to meet him tomorrow. I reli2 mish him. He called me just now & he told me he misses me. =) I miss him toooo !! I want to have him around me. I miss HIM HIM HIM HIM! I'll see u tomorrow hun. My back hurts in a sudden & i had difficulty stretching. I also had difficulty standing up straight. I need to bend my body a bit & it meks me look silly. I dunno wat happened. I found it difficult to move my hips & it hurts so bad. DO i need to go for check up?? I even have difficulty standing up when im sitting. It just happened this aftanun. Was it becoz of overslept? *ouch,it hurts*

Just in case tomorrow i still feel d same, i reli need to see the doctor for check up. I'm getting sleepy alredi and i'm missing my girls. Reli want to hangout again & I hope Jessy cud come. Anyway,

Saturday, February 2, 2008

First Day.

It was almost 8:30am wen i came to work today. Had meeting till 12pm & we were discussing abt the factor tat we didn't manage to target for the most important agenda in my department. But... tats okei.. everything will be under control. Insyaallah BOSS! Too lazy to post actually... Had lunch with Jeedz, Nongs, Limz & Faraz @ Jollibee serusop.

Sleepy alredi... anyway, tomorrow they announced we will be receiving our interim bonus which is a YAYEEEEEEEEEEE to me. lol. Oh yeah, sent limah to Airport ard 8-ish pm. Sent my sis home & got changed. Met Abg Saed, Nasz, G duan & Khai at Fitness Zone Qlap. It was me first day as a member & i kept working out till it almost TOTALLY closed!

I can feel pain all over my body. I feel weak & tired. Mebe its bcoz i haven't been exercising eversince last year. Now, I hope i won't stop & wish to motivate myself exercising. Reached home around 11-ish & after shower dis is wat i do, BLOGGING! Tired alredi... Need me beauty sleep. I miss sayang. <3 712.

Friday, February 1, 2008

Joined? Fitness? WOW

Its been a very tiring day. All geared up, work till late. Its end of the month & as usual it will be my biggest fear tomorrow every early mth coz there will be a meeting regarding every departments monthly performance & outcomes. Whatever its gonna be, it doesn't worry me much since in business economics, it has its ups & downs.

I miss my sayang so much. Its been a week since we last met. We were both very busy with our work as it comes to every end of the month. Had dinner with Nasz & MaleQ @ Sweet & Savoury Cafe. Then, go back to office afta dat. Finished up my work den asked Nasz to accompany me to Fitness Zone Qlap. Jack from FZQ has been calling me & texting me up several times. Sian him yalah i hafto go to FZQ to pay him a visit. I was with Abg Saed & Nasz. Guess what??! We ended up joining as a member.

I was lucky dat i got the 'NO JOINING FEE' lucky draw. Hehehe.. I only had to pay $170 while abg saed got 80% while Nasz 90%. They hafto pay even more than me. lol. Jack even gave us 10 days free workout. We gonna start tomorrow. Oh wow.. can't believe i joined at last!!! Oh yeah.. its gonna be fun.. and i must have the determination to lose me weight! I'm gonna have a weight-watcher & so i need to keep healthy.

Enuff for today, i've joined & i'm glad i did. I really should lose those fats. HAHAHA. ok i'm off to sleep... i miss HIM! mish sayang lots..... will be seeing him tomorrow. LOVE YOU sayang!