Thursday, August 28, 2008
Expo starts tomorrow....
The event for our expo wil start tomorrow.. i hope it will more happening than last year. I was very busy indeed with all the tight schedule. I can't even spare a few mins of my time going back home and have a lil rest before goin back off to the office. As usual its the last week of the month. Busy with WORK WORK WORK! So yeah, i've been visiting our transit shed and the set-up finally finished. We even left the work early to clean up the storeyard. Everyone has been helpful including our boss itself. I have few pending work that i haven't even finish yet and I'm sure boss will be mad if we do not finish it before end of this month. I need to be flexible with time since I'll be very busy til end of this month starting tomorrow. I will be busy with work til' nite and would not be able to spend quality time with my family even on SUNDAY. I'll be working the whole day until night on Sunday.
My cousin Emma texted me up just now and offered to eat Sushi @ Escapade. I wuddddddddddd reli love to join since its a family thingy but unfortunately it was raining heavily and i was stucked in the office, no one was fetching me. I called my sister and told her i could not attend the dinner. SOrryyy couz... wrong timing bah ko atu.. heheh busy brabis ku.. lau inda ujan tadie datang ku plg tu.. i know ure reading my blog. Hehehe.. nanti ah.. puasa saja kalie. The heavy downpour made me so layzee to drive and go out. I just couldn't see clearly on the road and was driving reli seeelooooww... as slow as 40km/h. Seriously, i need my spec only during heavy downpour especially when i'm driving. I accompanied Ka Julie to the Mall to break her fast. We didn't stay long since we still hafto rush to the office but instead we dropped by at the storeyard to check out what has been done. FINALLY... its all done.. Alhamdulillah. So yeah, i came home around almost 10ish. I was reli tired... i managed to take my camera at licia. Met mom, bro, aunty jur & puput at the restaurant around 11ish and went home around 12ish.
I was thinking.... i was too much committed to work and i hardly even thinking about love. Was it because work revolve around my surroundings? Seriously man.. i hardly even thinking about it. Not even thinking of wanting to be serious with the relationship. Its not that i'm neglecting my relationship but its just that i'm just not feeling the love. I do miss him sometimes but.... i just dunno what has gone wrong between us. YESS its true i have reasons for being happy... I am happy with my life but something is missing in me and I could not figure what it is. I used to think i will be blogging more about my life but as i read thru again from my previous post, i was talking tooo much about my work. OMG! I need a life.. a life where i can spread my wings & enjoy every single moment of it. I love my job.. I reli do but sometimes all i need is fun, enjoy & relaxing. I miss hanging out with my cousins, my girls, my spice girls, my familia... my friends. I miss my LCB tutors too. I miss studying.. miss my friends back in aussie.. i miss everything abt my life. AND yes i am moving on and I am still happy with my life. Its getting late and i shud better be sleeping by now.. errr.. nite2 then. See you when i see u...!
♥ Mellicious
1:13 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
Tiring day
*Yawning* I'm sleepy.... but yet when i tried to sleep, my eyes just won't shut. I'm so tired i gez.. its been very busy this week and I didn't have enuff sleep. It has alwez been busy towards end of the month. I worked and stayed overtime for the past few days. Work has been kerayyyzeeee.... I came back from work around 8pm. It was raining heavily here at my place just now. I was too tired to go somewhere else. I was supposed to meet my mom at The Mall but i was too tired after work. Nothing much happened at work... the bosses has been very busy with the event coming up. My boss is busy with the preparations, the set-ups etc. while big boss is quite busy with his work. I guess the Sales Dept. is getting busy day by day due to the upcoming raya. And it has alwez been the most peak season of the year. Towards Ramadhan, im pretty sure some of em will be very exhausted and tired with the workloads. Not forgetting myself, i will be busy as well since I'm also involved in their work. I so need some rest........ The fact that I'm very tired rite now was probably because the lackiness of sleep. I slept pretty late laznite.
So yeh readers, any of you ever encounter the obsession of looking at yourself in the mirror? Well i used to stay long infront of the mirror fixing my hair and checking on my zits if there's any. But.... wat if it turns out to be the other way? Wat i meant is... being obsessed with yourself in the mirror and turned out to be acting strange and even talking to yourself most of the time with the mirror. Speaking of mirror, i watched this great movie entitled 'Mirror' laznite with my brother. It was one damn good scary movie.. It keeps me awake the whole time and it freaked me out couple of times. We watched the midnite show at Qlap Mall and it ended at 2am. WOAHH! When i reached home, i was too tired and wanted to go to sleep but i went to my brother's room to check on Wan and to my surprised, he was not there. I called him and he didn't answer my fone. It was alredi late and i was worried that he cudn't wake up early.
I was very disappointed coz' its been 5x this week he has been late to work. My superiors and I have been telling him quite a number of times advicing and telling him about the consequences with bad attendance. I don't know if he understands it or not. Why can't he just at least understand how much important is this job to him or mebe it is not important to him! I'm sick and tired of reminding him all the time about disciplinary acts. He just don't care i GUESS!!! I'm really disappointed and I didn't even wanna talk or look at him @ the office just now. How can he be so selfish??! He knows that most of us care for him and really wanted to see him change and determine to work hard for this job but sadly, he doesn't reli care much!!! ARGHH... So sad. I'm still disappointed with his attitude as if he doesn't appreciate our help. Enuff said about him.......... it really torn my heart apart for not caring how i felt towards my job. I love my job but does he care??? WHATEVER!!!!!! I'm dozing off now.. toodles.
♥ Mellicious
11:34 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
Usual Monday
It all started smooth this morning. Woke up early and went to work as early as 8:13am. Do you consider that early? Hehehe.. Got a pile of work need to be done and was very busy the whole morning. I didn't even care much about the time since i was busy duin my work. I had one wonderful calm morning.. no one was even disturbing me. I had lunch with Alimah & Big Boss. Big Boss treated Alimah and I for lunch. We had lunch at Millenium restaurant. I had chicken rice for lunch and apple pie for dessert. Oh yeah, i love the dessert. Simply delicious and i would love to have it again some other time. You guys should try it..
We didn't talk much coz we're not used to getting along and mingling with the boss. I was shy when he offered for lunch but since he doesn't have any company, i accepted his offer. Managed to get back to office by 3pm and whoaaa.... the ground floor was damn packed with customers waiting to be served. Gosh... people are flocking to our office to get their loans as soon as possible before Raya. And for sure, it will be even more people during Ramadhan. I hope the Sales Team can't cope with the non-stop crowds. Oh yeah, got the schedule prepared by the Sales AM for our upcoming expo. I will be working at The Mall on Friday & Sunday and its gonna be uberly fun with the team!! Yeeehaa.... I hope this year will be even more exciting than it was last year. Just can't wait and I hope this month will be great for my report.
I've alwez got the urge trying to clean out the mess thats bugging in my report but somehow its just unavoidable. I can't force them to pay their debts. Its the willingness that needs to be carried out by the person itself! ISHHHH i hate to think about it. SO anyways, things has been great so far. Stayed for overtime til 9ish and almost finish my task. Alhamdulillah.. I'm sure i can get it done by tomorrow... InsyaAllah. Just had nuthin to say and I miss my boyfriend... very much! I'm sleepy.. I still have lotsa things to do tomorrow. I'll be on morning in-lieu on Wednesday and that means i can sleep late later! Hehehe...
♥ Mellicious
11:05 PM
what did i miss?
Lemme make a quick post on what have i missed. It was Kaka Restaurant's 1st soft opening on thursday 14th August 2008. My family and I were invited during the opening ceremony. Mostly close relatives only were invited due to the lack of space to occupy the whole restaurant. It wouldn't be enough for all cousins or relatives to occupy the seats provided. Syukur Alhamdulillah that it all went alright and glad that it is officially operating. Congrats on the opening of Kaka Restaurant! May the business be operating til' generations to come. So to anyone who would like to try out some great foods, feel free to drop by @ Kaka Restaurant in Rimba just next to Le'Stadium. After the ceremony, we made some b'day surprise for a friend of mine and just hope she likes it. Feeling so tired after that and so we left home at around midnite.
As usual, friday has alwez been the greatest day of all days. That is because, we were given 3 hrs break due to Jumaat Prayers. Alimah and I wasn't reli up to anything. We had lunch and then we headed off to Essensual's Salon. I was having a headache and was actually hoping to feel at ease after that but i was affected til' nite time. I came home early and went to sleep after Maghrib. When i woke up, i can still feel the pain and it reli bothered me. I even took 4 capsules of Panadol 4 hrs consequently before that but it did not have any effects at all. But after awhile, i was feeling okay and went to bed at 2am.
However, on my weekend i didn't have any plans at all. Finished work around 2pm and then had lunch with my colleagues at Ahan Thai. Had some chit-chatting til' 5pm. My sister texted me and offered for karaoke-ing. Since i didn't have any plans, i accepted her offer. I invited Abg Saed, Dauz & Amalul over. I was late to arrive due to unforeseen circumstances. I hafto bring my maid for some check-ups since she was having 'buasir' and I'm not sure what that is. When my eldest sister and I arrived at the emergency, we bumped into Wendy's parents. Her brother was having cold. When my maid was being checked, the nurse was shocked to see my maid's BP. It was time consuming since i hafto wait for my maid to finish being checked. Then, the doctor told me she needs to be detained due to extremely high BP. I'm not so sure about the BP thingy but it was on a level of 200. She needs to stay for 3-6 hrs and if her BP does not decline, she needed to be admitted to the hospital for further hospitality service. Kesian.. so, i decided to leave her with the nurses and doctors and will fetch her again after few hours.
My sister and I left her for her to rest. I drove straight to Serusop coz' Abg Saed & Malul were alredi there. We had karaoke all to ourselves and was enjoying the moments. We were singing til' 2 in the morning and i bet the workers upstairs probably couldn't sleep due to our loud musics. It was one tiring nite but i enjoyed it. Too bad my love couldn't be there since he was having his own time out with the family. Oh and one thing, it was Yazeed's 21st Bday on the 16th and so as our monthsary. No wonder i missed him so much that nite...
For my love,I'm glad we pull it through the past few months of hectic & rocky relationships but you know that I never meant those things to happen. Somehow, i realized that i shouldn't just let you struggle on your own. I'm still confused with my feelings but i know i do miss you and care for you. You have been a wonderful person in my life and has given me all the happiness that i wanted but still i wasn't grateful enough with whatever u did. Mebe there is something missing about us. I miss you so much... happy monthsary love. I cinta you.. HAHAHA cala tu eh.. :p~
To end this post, just a simple activities i had for today. Woke up reli late today and went to the beach with the cousins in the afternoon. Took some beautiful and great pictures of my cousins playing around at the playground area. Bumped into Ka Kamsiah & family and took their pictures too. The kids were enjoying playing at that small playground and dropped by at Seri Mama Restaurant before we headed home. The cousins were hungry and so we ate at Seri Mama Restaurant. The cousins never failed to put a smile on my face with their cute behavior. I love them just like i love my family. Well, some got sleepy on the way home while some are still hyper as ever in the car. So, sent Azim home and Wanie at her mom's before heading home. Haa.... its Monday tomorrow and just hope i don't get sleepy duin my work. BORING!!! i'm off to bed.. toodles x0x0.
♥ Mellicious
12:08 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
H A T E !
Have u ever hated someone so much? I've experienced hating someone so much and we ended up loving each other. It was during my highschool days... those were the days when i had my first boyfriend. I hated him so much for some reason. I reli hate to see his face, i used to scribble his face on our class photo etc. HAHAHA and funny enuff, we ended up loving each other. I dun reli recall much tho' on how did i fall for him? Weird huh? lol. Even after all those break-ups, we're still very good friend til' now. Its been years since i last met him. I saw him at THE MALL last time but i was too shy to approach him. Cala deh... HAHAHA.
But.... what if hating someone who u wished u won't want to hate? Get me? See.. here it is, I have someone who i barely know and thought she was nice at first. Preferred not to mention any names here. We became quite close after sometimes but somehow it just happened that I started to dislike her. Dislike her for some particular reasons. I don't hate her but i just dislike her. I don't like her for being disrespect to us. My sister has been telling her twice for her to move out and tell her to move on with her life somewhere else. She brought her boyfriend almost everyday and the bf stayed til' late at nite. Even us.. my siblings never bring anyone at our place til' late inside our house. If she respect us, she wud've asked our permission since it is our house. Even after my sister told her that we need some privacy in our life, she still refused to leave and I DUNNO WHY! Its not that we don't like her to stay but its just that her behaviour makes us want her to leave.
We had been telling our parents that we wanted her to leave. Mom was trying to be nice to her and adviced us to be nice to her and let her stay til' she finally get married. WHAT?!!!! We refused and we told MOM we wanted her to leave due to some reasons. She doesn't respect our family culture. She can't simply bring her boyfriend freely entering our house everyday. We just don't like seeing them together in our house sitting close to each other and sometimes trying to get intimate with one another. I just don't want to be bad to her and so i kept myself shut. I hope someday she'll realized that she should learn how to respect people when living at someone else's place. I don't mind if she want to stay til' i duno as long as she's nice and respectful. ARGHH!! OMG!!!!!!!!
Enough with all those shits, lets start off with my day today... i came to work early, i woke up early and i started duin my work early. Was busy the whole morning and was bored since Alimah was on morning in-lieu. Whats exciting today is i went to Kristal FM today & accompanied Abg Saed & Ka Hani on their recording verse for the upcoming events. I was excited watching Daffy duin his work. I kinda enjoyed the deejay thingy. I was live on air just now while waiting for the recording preparation. I wasn't talking tho but i was laughing most of the time coz' Abg Saed was reli nervous when talking about the events. I spoke to Jenny about a lot of things. Gave her some comments on the radio show... but i've alwez enjoyed listening to Kristal FM tho. The crews were very friendly and welcomed us with polite. I'd reli love to come again sometimes if i had the chance. We were there for almost 3 hrs and arrived at office @ around 4pm. Nothing special reli happened after that.... normal activities : back to work til' 7ish.
Feeling tired alredi... I think i shud stop here and to be continued when i have the time. HEHEHE... and not forgetting to Ka Rina,
CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I bet she must be as cute as u... Congratz on ur 1st baby... and its a GIRL!! Will be visiting you soon yeah... Love you~ ;)
"Promises are meant to be kept, not BROKEN"
♥ Mellicious
1:02 AM
Monday, August 11, 2008
Doa Arwah & Random Sunday.
I am currently watching video clips on Youtube. I just dunno where to start my stories.. I was too tired to update on Saturday. It was nuthin very special happened tho. Worked as usual but i was late. I was late for 3mins!!!! Luckily my sister woke me up or else i'd probably be sleeping. I rushed to the bathroom as soon as i looked at my watch. It was alredi 8:12am when my sister woke me up. DAMN!!! I wasn't expecting to be late this month but unfortunately i can't predict time. I finished working around 12pm and stayed til' 3pm to finish some unfinished work. Then after that.. nasz, wan, my sister and I went out to eat. My sister and I had to leave early since it was alredi 5ish coz' we needed to go home before Maghrib. We had "Makan Doa Arwah" function. The function starts after Maghrib and so we had to rush. It was around 8ish when we arrived at Serusop. Alhamdulillah everything went out well and as usual i was happy to meet the cousins and relatives.
We had our jokes and update stories shared among each other. It was alwez a great moments to meet the cute as alwez cousins a.k.a spice girls, the beautiful cousins emma & deelah, the naughty cousins the twins, the uncles, the lovely aunties etc. After the function, we had karaoke til' late. The relatives and cousins couldn't stay til' late. Aunty Jurinah, my sister, puput and I had karaoke til' almost 2am. I sang some old songs and of course the momento of oldies are alwez the best. We enjoyed our times singing and screaming as much as we wanted. HAHAHA. In the event of Doa Arwah, i'd like to thank all the relatives and cousins who came to our functions and may Allah bless you all. Amin... We will alwez remember our beloved late grandpa (Hj Kipli bin Mustapha).
"You will alwez be loved and remembered in our life forever."
SUNDAY - It was a relaxing day. Woke up around 10ish... Anieh and Elle came over 30 mins after that. Its been awhile we havent meet her and her sister. She has been a great friend since back then when my brother was still with her. She has been nice to our family and mom loves her. Too bad her relationship with my brother doesn't last long. They were only together almost 2 years i think, im not sure myself. But.. even after the break-up, she was still as bubbly and friendly as she was before and after. So, we decided to have breakfast together. We have no idea where to eat so we ended up eating at Restaurant Liyana @ Batu Besurat. I was having a headache after eating and it reli irritates me. Alhamdulillah the pain doesn't last til' now.. if it does, ill be moody all along.
After finished eating, we went home and was planning to go to the beach. We were relaxing in the afternoon and waited for Auntie Jurinah to come. She texted me around 3ish and informed dat she'll be coming over around 4ish. We got nuthin else to do so we planned to go to the beach. We left home around 5ish and went straight to Pantai Muara. It was around 5:30pm when we reached there. Managed to take some snapshots and left around Maghrib. After that, we headed off to Abg Saed's house and had lil' gatherings with the some of the colleagues. We had barbecued and also karaoke til' almost 10ish (pm). It was alredi late... on the way home, we stopped by at Abg Jidi's house to drop the twins. We stayed for a short rest just to see their cute new baby Fasha. She was sleeping when we came into her room but then we took her out and kissed her. She got a long eyelashes and thick black hair. She is so cute and I'm happy that my Uncle and his family welcomed her existence. I hope she will be cared fairly by the family and will be a nice daughter. She is now part of the family and can't wait for her to turn 1 year old. I bet i'm enjoying having lotsa babies cousins. Hehehe... Its nearly 2am and i need my beauty sleep. Wouldnt want to be late..... thats it for today.
"Honesty and Loyalty is very important in our life."
♥ Mellicious
12:58 AM
Friday, August 8, 2008
Finally....
Hi everyone.... i know i've not been updating much so millions of apologies to u all. *smile* So, i started of by waking up early and had the chance to eat breakfast with the colleagues. Was very busy with work just now. During our 3 hrs break, alimah and i went to HSBC and SCB to make some enquiries. After all done, we went for lunch @ Liyana Serusop. Then back to work @ around 2:30pm. We were a bit late... like 5mins late. Late in the afternoon we had zikir in the office and had some gatherings with all the staffs. Sales dept sponsored the catering and some also sponsored some foods.
I didnt stay long since i was too tired and went home around 7ish. My aunt and cousin were in my room when i got home. Dad was introducing his new blog rite after he finished his prayers. Labehhh... heheh.. so feel free to drop some comments on his blog which ermmm.. i reli dun remember the web address. At around 9ish just after taking a bath, my aunt, couzies and sister went out. We were supposed to go to some tailor shops but we ended up going to R&T in gadong instead. GUESS WHAT??! I finally got my hands on SONY CYBER-SHOT DSC-H50. YAYEEEEEEEEE!! I've been longing to have that camera but it wasnt all truely mine tho. It belongs to all the siblings... i meant family. Anyone in my family can use it for any proper occasions or whatsoever. I lurrrrrrveeeeeee it so much.
Rite after that, we went to Liyana @ Mata2 to fill up the tanks. HAHAHA u know what i meant. Lapar eyy.. and yes.. seriously, IM GAINING MAJOR WEIGHT! Takut ku ey... Takut tapi buat lagi. ADUI!! OK.. shut!! Lets not get into that...! Hehehe... it was my brother and cousin's bday on the 7th. I managed to text my aunty and greeted her cute daughter Majidah. As for my brother, i bought a fone for him. He was happy to receive it and I warned him not to take things for granted. Told him to study even harder and i might buy him more stuffs that he wanted. THAT is ONLY when he reli studies very hard.
Not forgetting, i miss him.. truely i do! Talked to him juz now and he was fetching his sister from work. Was thinking to meet him but he sounds tired. Sian.. I might as well ask him to bring me to the dentist tomorrow, only if he's available. I hope he will be available for me. Selfish me.... i know. Its nearly 1am and I think i shud go to sleep. I miss having my girls around. I shud meet them... ok toodles.
"Everyday is a brand new day no matter how boring it will be"
♥ Mellicious
11:51 PM
Monday, August 4, 2008
What?
My blog has been dead for the past 2 weeks. I know...... i haven't been updating much anymore. There are lot of things going on and I just don't have the mood to update moi blog. Seriously, I just don't have anything special to share with you guys. I was too busy with my life and that i was alwez too layzee to update my stories. I just dunno what to blog about. As usual, i cant sleep... I took MC today and went to the dentist for a check-up. I've been bragging about the pain since forever and that i only had time today to get it checked. I hate the dentist... and seriously i don't like her. GANAS KALIE AH! I wouldn't want her to check my teeth again... she asked me to come in a week and I WONT COME! Sakit bah ia tambal... ganas...! Puasa is near.. as near as... errr... 3 weeks?! I love ramadhan and of course SYAWAL. Its the time where i gather most of the time with the families. I miss having all those time. Last Ramadhan, I spent so much time with my syg and I'm not sure about this year. Its been almost a year with him now... and so far all i can say, I LOVE YOU.
There aren't any other words to describe how much I want this relationship to stay strong but at the same time I want to feel the love like we used to, i know u've tried but I realized I've been neglecting you all this while. I am bad, i realized that. Sometimes I feel reluctant to meet you. Everytime when i confessed how i felt, u won't want to know. And the problem with me is that..... I feel scared to let go this relationship. I miss you... *sigh*
I'm off.
♥ Mellicious
10:42 PM
