Sunday, March 30, 2008

Lack of sleep

Watched AF 2nd concert and too bad Eka didn't manage to stay for the next concert. She's pretty but too bad she's not reli good in singing. The afs did a great job with their performance. I might say i like Stacy. She got a very beautiful voice and for sure that gal can sing. And.. that guy Riz has that potential to step up to the next level. I'm having fever again and i dunno why. Mebe i need Vitamin C to keep me stabilize with my condition. Or mebe was it because of the whole week work that has been pressuring me like crayzie! Aiyooo....

Anyway, I'm turning 22 by next week and i dunno where i shud be celebrating my birthday. Hehe.. No surprises puhlease... u know i dun like it. Nuthin much reli happened for the past week since i haven't been going out and went out dating. Even today, i just stayed at home and watched AF. Also, i have been stuffing myself eating pizza.. Yikess.. I think i'm gaining weight. Bwoohh.... I have been complaining to myself that i've gained weight but mebe i juz wudnt listen. HAHA.. I'm going nuts. I miss everything about my teenage life.. I reli do. I know i'm moving forward and i haven't been enjoying much of my time. I wouldn't want to spare my older times having fun. This is the time wer i can simply enjoy myself and i reli wanna go travelling again.

I don't know when is the best time for me to apply leave. I haven't got any plans yet. I want to travel with my family or the boyfriend but my mom haven't got any plans yet. However the boyfriend is still busy with his work. Adui... Or shud i juz say, i'll go travel along.. Hehe.. that would be my 1st xperience if i were to travel alone. Hehe.. And again, i hafto spare my time for work tomorrow.. aiii ngaleh ku.. but wat to do! I wouldnt want to be questioned! I miss my cousins emma & Fara. They will be back sometimes around june.. can't wait to go out and chill. Probably swensen again and enjoy eating giant earthquake. Lurus kah? Hehehe.. Ku antam saja. Keke.. I have so much desire and so much things to do. I reli want to make it happen in the near future. Ok, i think i need my rest now.

Monday, March 24, 2008

My Sunday.

Baby Wanie.. Missing Her already. She woke me up with her loud cry because she was thirsty. I miss her la.... Sent her home mid-noon. She slept over at my house since Friday. She was sick so i brought her to Clinic last friday nite and she's feeling much better now. She doesn't cough that much anymore. I intended to bring her to Giant but then, her mom needs her. Hehe...

In the afternoon, i went to Giant Hypermart with my brother and cousin. Still.. there were a lot of people and all cashier counters were full with customers and it was a long queue. Even there were lot counters but still insufficient to bare the long queue customers. Aiyooo... After that we went home and had a rest. Watched 'Horton Can Hear A Who' with my brother and cousin.

It was a great cartoon movie and it was hilarious. Of course it was... JIM CARREY and STEVE CARRELL were one of the main actors. Did i spell steve surname rite? Heheh.. And again, I went to Giant Hypermart with Mama, Bro and Auntie. We shop a lot! Reached home around 12am. Had everything unpacked and arranged. Went up to my room and here i am blogging.. I have nothing special to share with you guys. For wat i have in my mind rite now, i wanna go to Brisbane. I miss Brisbane. I had a chat with Helmy and he's in Brisbane already!!!! Ohhhh DUDEEEE... i so wanna go there! We had a great chat and laughs because of our craziness stories.

I reli reli reli reli wanna go there. I miss my friends over there. I miss the place. Everything about Brisbane is just amazing... I miss everything about my stayed in Brisbane last few years. Sigh... When can i ever get a long leave? So i can go there. Maybe i should ask Nasz if he wants to go with me since he told me he wanted to go to Perth. I can travel from Perth to Brissy. Oh.. better not say much since i haven't even get the chance to take long leave. Also, its almost a month since i last met my bestfriends. I miss u girls... WER HAVE U GURLS BEEN?! I haven't been texting them up too. Apart from missing my girls, I miss my boyfriend too.

Anyway, its my Sister Nadia & Izad's Birthday tomorrow. Both my sister and Izad are in Singapore rite now. I can only get to greet them thru SMS. Missing them BOTH! Gotta decide wat to buy for my sister and give it to her when she's back. Should i buy for her? Jangantah kalie eh.. hehehe.. Kidding! Its nearly 0200 hrs, i should sleep. Oh NO! Its lazy Monday again... BORING!!!


Love you.. be good and hope you have a great and bright future. Anything u do, do it for the best. Alwez remember to study smart and achieve your ambition. GOOD LUCK!


I miss you dude. How's life? Anyway, enjoy your birthday. Hope you'll complete your course in excel Bapak Inspector! Hehehe.. oteii... see you soon dude. Love yah.. HUGS!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Giant Hypermart Opening

It was a quiet silent Friday in the Morning. Woke up early and came to work early. As early as 7:50am. Heheh.. To others they might consider that late but to me... thats too early Darling! I had Lunch @ Ahan Thai with Alimah. Afta that we went cruising around at the new supermarket Giant at Rimba. It was damn huge and nice big parking lots. I wondered why there were lots of people over there coz' i know its not open yet. And also, I saw numbers of man from youth to old wandering around with their families. Don't they even think of going for Juma'at Prayers? ESH! Labih2 jua eh org Brunei anie... As what i expected, my friend told me about the major traffic at Rimba just now. Plus, i'm pretty sure they will spend a lot since its PAY DAY!

They wouldn't think of their bills,their loans, their debts but SHOPPING! I've been thinking to go there later but there's a major traffic along the way to Giant, i rather turn and go sumwhere else. Since its a school holiday, some parents are also taking their holidays to go travel with their kids or maybe wouldn't bother to come back to work because of the soft opening of Giant Hypermart. I just saw some pictures being posted at www.ranoadidas.com and Giant was crowded with people! I knew it.. Hehehe.. So anyway, i gotta chow now. Be back later!

:: 0100 Hrs ::

I'm back as promised. I actually planned to go to Giant Hypermart with Mama but we just can't bare the long queue (Kalah ke Miri Yo! Damn..) So, i've fallen to sleep after while waiting for Mama's call. Watched AF's 1st concert but didn't watch til' the end coz' my cousin has been nagging me to bring him out and buy some foods. Kacau ey... So, we went off from home around 10pm and bought some foods @ Ayamku. Den was thinking to go to Giant Hypermart but DAMN..... its still stucked. I can't bare the traffic.. I just don't understand why some of em willing to park approximately 6km away from Giant super store. Aduiii.... sanggup! And police are everywhere to control the situation of the major traffic.

Mama decided to go tomorrow IF the traffic is not as long as it was today. Aiyoyo... I'll probably catch up the recap of the 1st AF's concert tomorrow since i didn't watch it til' the end. Need to rest now.. so tired alredi. Otei... outta here.

p.s. missing baby lots!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Random stuffs

I've been pressuring myself with work work work. I had the best weekend ever so far for this year. Spending time with my family and relatives is just what i've alwez wanted to do. The last time i updated my blog was like few days ago or was it 13th? I havent reli got much to update you guys since most of my weekdays were spent with work, overtimes, resting at home etc.

Last Saturday we had family dinner with the aunts, uncles & nini @ mata2. I know i shud've spent my time with the boyfriend but den i was just too excited to spend with the families. Its been awhile since i last spent time with my family. I know i've been spending my time for work during weekdays and i often met the boyfriend. So i decided to meet him on the Sunday but things didnt turn out well due to heavy headache. I had a great time with the aunts, uncles & family @ Season. Thanks to Abg Said for the treat. He was there too with his friends and Nasz. We had a blast and enjoyed our time. It was my uncle's treat and at the same time we surprised him and sang him bday songs. He was smiling with joy and probably felt overwhelmed with our surprises.

After tat, i decided to meet baby but i cancelled it coz' of the major headache i had. Sigh. I really miss him so much. I haven't reli spending much time for him. Then.. Yesterday i didn't stay long for over time coz' i miss him and i reli wanna spend my time with him. So, i came over to his house and we watch this horror thai movie. It was scary and the story was actually based from true story. I went home at ard 12am and i miss him already.

Today, nuthin much happened at work.. as usual with the daily work. Nothing new.. stayed for overtime and i soooo don't like the weather. I miss him so much. He's catching fever again.. get well soon sayang. I love you... i need to go to sleep right now. Chow bella...

Thursday, March 13, 2008

In lieu.

Busy Week

I'm pretty uptight these few days. Had been staying up til' late and again my sleeping changes aren't working at all. As i've mentioned in my earlier post tat i wanted to change my sleeping habits, well... it didn't work at all. Its all because of me trying to make myself awake or maybe it was because i was not sleepy at all. BLERGHH!!

My body, my mind, my soul... all WEAK & EXTREMELY ENERGY-LESS! I'm trying to build up some energy by taking few mins rest but its not even helping at all. USELESS! What shall i be jotting here huh? lemme see... oh yeah, i haven't been catching up wit my girls. I miss them but this whole work thingy just set off my mind out of chilling with the girls which basically means I reli dun have time... I do have Saturday & Sunday to get my ass off my house & enjoy my precious teenage-adult-to-be life with my friends and family but i'm just too lazy. To me, weekeends are the only time i could indulge myself to the most relaxing free mindset from work work work. I'm not actually saying i'm all stressed up, its just that i'm getting weaker and lazier by the minute. WHY IS THAT?!

Probably because its all getting to my head that my work is just extremely over the top this year and i know it will keep coming more throughout the end. I hope this time we can be better than last year. I'm trying to adapt to this new post.. this whole supervising thingy.. it aint easy but its a great experience for having to get the feelings of being bossy. nyeh nyeh nyeh.. hehehehe... I'm loving it. So..........

The boyfriend has been nagging about his 'girlfriend'. He misses her so much and he's so eager to ride on his 'girlfriend' again. The 'girlfriend' has been sent for medical check up and unfortunately she needs to be admitted for further operation. The whole 'girlfriend' thingy is his bike. Sian.. Dun worry hun, i bet she'll be fine. Let her rest since she's getting older a year. LOL. Oh anyway, her birthday is coming... so u need to renew the insurance. I sound silly.. Hehe.. But its great when we love our things and give them names. I dunno what to call the things that i love the most and for sure, i can't stand a day without my fones. TATS FOR SURE! Haha..

Read today's newspaper and came across the new Mazda 6. The body looks similar to Lexus IS300 and i fell in love with it. I really need to check it out. Called Grand Motors just now and asked for the price. It costs roughly B$36K for low spec & $46K for Hi-spec. I love love love it.. Told the boyfriend about it and he doesn't recommend to buy Mazda. Sigh. But he doesn't stop me from buying anyway. He's just giving his point of views. Wat the heck. I need to check it out first... but nothing can change my love towards BMW and lexus RX. Hehe.. i still love lex-host & Beemers. Too much desire but so little plans. Needs to put aside the desire first. NYEH!

Owh.. my brother has been asking me to treat them for Sushi. I need to take some time off to bring them out for Sushi. We are sushi lovers. I fancied Sushi Tei than Escapade. But i've been there with NAsz & Daus last week and it was extremely packed!!! Everyone loves Sushi i guess. Its a great business and i bet the owner must be earning grands per day. Just look at the crowded customers and there are still people willing to wait for any available seats. Wow.. foods are like heaven ! And i.. of course loves to eat. I bet you guys won't be surprised for y i love to eat just by seeing the large size ME! Hehe... as long as i'm happy. Rite rite? But of course, i can't hold on to the excessive weight forever. I need to lose some for my own health and beauty. Hahaha.. say no more, i think i'm stopping here. Heheh.. Toodles~

Monday, March 10, 2008

Quality Time Spent!

As usual i haven't been updating my blogs for these past few days. I've been very busy watching Desperate Housewives til' late. Hehehe.. I'm so addicted to it. I've watched 10,000 B.C @ empire the mall last Thursday with Baby & My Brothers. It was a great movie tho. And I've also watched Duyung the Movie yesterday at Seri Qlap Cineplex with the siblings. It was funny and i enjoyed the movie. My weekend wasn't so enjoying but at least i had enough rest.

Today i woke up around 10am. Went to grandma's house at around 2pm. Met my spice girls. Miss Baby Wane so much.... She's getting thinner and she's so cuteeee! She's having fever and it hurts seeing her coughing most of the time. Went out cruising with the brothers and cousins after dat. We went to Pantai Berakas & it was packed. Wanted to stop by actually but there was no free space to park the car. So we left and went straight to Muara. Was very surprised not much people were there and few parking spaces. Off to Pantai Serasa after that and it was packed as always. It was great seeing people enjoying their time chilling with their families and friends. When we left, there were still lots of people just came.

Ohh.. went to the Saloon and got my hair done. Baby's bike got broke down along Jalan Tanjong Nangka and so i hafto pick him up. Sian.. he've waited almost an hour for the towing services to come. I arrived there 10 mins late. Hehehe.. i'm never on TIME! =) Before sending him home and also the couzies, we had dinner at Pizza Hut. We enjoyed our time and of course i love it when he's around. He may be annoying at times but still he's my adorable love.. He makes me happy and of corz hurt sometimes but he always make it up to me and makes my life full with colours. I love you sayang :) Believe it or not.. for the past few months we've been together.. this is our first time together on a SUNDAY. Usually on Sunday, I spent my time at home or went out with the siblings or friends. HAHA.. weird uh? yeahh i know.. Hehe..

Gosh.. i can't be late again tomorrow. I should go to sleep now so i can wake up early tomorrow. I've had enough rest after all and of course another tiring week.. Can't wait til' Saturday again so i can have enough rest. Oh no... the boss will be working tomorrow. He's back from SIngapore.. and its gonna be a hectic week till' Payday. Sigh.... I really should lose off things sometimes. Okie Dokie.. end of today's story :)

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Sick Weather.

Blergh! Feeling much better today.. was supposed to sleep 30 mins earlier but unfortunately i'm not feeling sleepy yet. I wondered why almost everyone in my department is catching cold. Probably wat baby said is true tat people are catching fever due to the ups and downs weather. " Yakah syg? i said" I sound like a dump blonde for believing his prediction but mebe dats true coz the fever disease has been spreading throughout the department and almost everyone is having fever and more and more MCs. YAYEE! hahhahaha..

I have been trying to change my sleeping habits which i successfully did the last two days but not tonite.. I was supposed to sleep 30 mins ago like i said earlier in this post but wat can i do.. i need to update my blog. Oh anyway, I have been having stomache cramps since morning & dats probably i dun have the appetite to eat rice today. I only had Roti Kawin & Nescafe for Breakfast but i didn't finish up my drink since it was very SWEETT! I had 1 pc chicken with chips for lunch but seriously my tummy had been growling since morning but it just wudn't push out the 'bullets' if u know wat i meant. I don't think i'm constipated or dehydrated since i know i've been drinking enough water daily. Gastric ey?? yeah maybe.

Its been almost 3 days i didn't meet him and I am missing him LOTSSSSS! Called him after work & he said he misses me too. He offered to watch movie tomorrow which i will be seeing him tomorrow.. yayeeeeeeeeeeee! So, i got reli hyper and hardworking by finishing all my important tasks in order for me to go back home early tomorrow. I really do miss him. I know we seldom meet each other but it's all because of me for being too committed to my work but i'm glad he understands. He always have time for me but I sometimes never make that lil' time just for him. I know i'm selfish but it has been my responsibility to get my job done. I'm a workaholic and i don't mind not having a happening night life. Happening night life can be done anytime. I have been over committed with work and less spend time even with families , friends and also him. But Alhamdulillah.. for being patient all this while and over committed, it all shows that the hard work i did finally pays off and recognized. Syukur..

Anyhow, i really want to change my sleeping habits.. I want to get to sleep as early as 11pm.. as if~ I know i can but if i can't then habits are just habits. Some habits are just meant to be the way it will gonna be. *Smile* Oh yeah.. The Duyung movie starts tomorrow..Wanna watch it but baby wanna watch 10,000 b.c. Hopefully i will enjoy the movie. And one more thing, i need to go to the gym. Missing the place already.. i may not be consistently going to the gym but once in awhile i should. More works are coming up and guess what?? I'm going to explode and will be exhausted every end of the day.. hehehe but wat to do.. no job is easy as we think it will be... it pays to be patient, remember? hehehe...

Monday, March 3, 2008

Pain...

I'm feeling so sick. I have this huge headache since yesterday. I've been sleeping most of the time. Last Saturday, I went to KB accompanied Abg Saed to take his gifts tat he won from Pilihan FM. Nasz came along and he was the driver. I was too tired tat i fell asleep on the way to KB. We went to one of the Gerai there and bought some foods. Went to Nasz's sister house and chilled until 7pm. Then we went off to Bandar around 7pm and reached Bandar around 8pm. Again on the way to Bandar, i fell asleep again. I dunno why did i get sleepy most of the time. Fetched my sister from Tuition at around 9pm. I got headache but i hafto since no one will be fetching her from tuition. Again..I still have this huge headache wen i woke up. I became moody and wasn't up for anything.

Abg Saed texted me up and offered me for hi-tea at Season. At first, i really wana go thinking dat my headache will go away after few hours but unfortunately i still feel the pain. I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!! EVen now........ i still feel the pain!!! why is that? was it because of the rain yesterday? SHIT eh!! So i went for massage just now.. it was ok at first but i still feel the pain now. Was it because i slept too much?? *sigh* argggggggggghhhhhhhh.. sakit ey... running nose, watery eyes, headache.. bla bla bla... am i catching a fever? Better dun! I'm not feeling so good rite now.. gotta chow~

Missing my Baby so much. Love you sayang....

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Busy Friday

Woke up late today.. and i was such in a rush. It was nearly 8:40am wen i reached office. I walked silently across the hall way as if nothing happened. Lucky for me no one has been looking for me early morning. *smile* As usual every friday there will be customers already waiting outside. It was damn packed today even in the afternoon. Had our 2.5hrs break and Farah fetched me & Limah came along. We went to the Mall & had our lunch at Swensen. Yummy yummy yummy. Baby called me & inform that he's feeling very sick & decided to take MC. Went back from break at nearly 2:45pm. That shows we are VERY LATE! And again, Alhamdulillah.. no one noticed! HAHAHA.. came back from work early at 6pm. Feeling very tired & decided to call it a day. Went online earlier & browsing some websites. Took shower after that and went out at 9pm. Wanted to buy satay but unfortunately nothing much left. So, i went straight to Granny's house & met the spice girls. Kamiah was there too and i was surprised that she arrived from Singapore earlier in the afternoon. She's in Brunei to check on her house & paying bills while her family stayed in Singapore. She's only going to be here until' Sunday. After that, went to Baby's house to handover his medicines. He looked pale & very sick. Sian... I took abit of my time massaging him. He fell to sleep & i left. Sian.. I covered him with blanket, switched off the lights and make sure he sleeps very well. Turned low the aircond and then i left. Arrived home at 11pm and feeling tired rite now. I'm feel sleepy already... I'll continue tomorrow.. oh anyway, have a great weekend. Get well soon sayang... Will be visiting you often & remember to take your medics on time. I hearts u so much! *Hugs*