Its been a week since my last entry. I haven't reli got the urge to update me bloggg. I have been very busy everyday with work of course. I was very stressful with work lately. I'm just not satisfied with my performance. Some people may not notice how stressful i was but then.... the fact is IM VERY STRESSFUL! But now i'm ok.. a bit! I will only be OK once the month-end meeting is over which it will be TOMORROW, OMG! Actually i dont reli fancy talking much about my work. Ok, im just gonna tell u details of what i have been doing all week.

Last Sunday i woke up reli early. I woke up as early as 6ish and was ready for a jog date with AdeQ, Malek & GJay. Fetched AdeQ around 7ish and went straight to Tasek Lama. Its been awhile since my last workout and dat xplains why i gain weight very fast. Eating too much, less work out = FATS! Hahaha.. We went up the hills and we managed to kick it off after two rounds of brisk-walking and slow jog. MAN... i felt too heavy to climb up the hills but Alhamdulillah i have my friends supporting me. Thanks guys! I LOVE YA'LL! After that, we had a quick rest and went to some mamak stall to have a drink. I was extremely tired and was actually thinking to have a rest afta that. Unfortunately, my aunt asked me out for a trip to the beach. As much as i wanted to resist but at the same time i couldn't say 'No'. Before heading off to the beach, we fetched the spice girls 1st. It was one tiring day but yet it was fun as alwez. Arrived in Bandar at around 8ish. Very tired indeed. Took a bath and went straight to bed to take a rest. Hehe..

It was Monday, the journey where i started to get busy again since it is coming towards end of the month. I was staying for overtime the whole week. Went home quite late as usual and it was the most stressful week. Nothin much reli happened. I was too busy working and i havent reli got time to even meet my cousin Fara. Over jua tu aku ah... busy banar ku yo! I am speechless right now.. I reli dun have anything interesting to share. I'm thinking of changing my layout but i haven't find anything fancy yet. Its December already.. so much memories happened thru out the year. I miss everything that has been happening in my life for the past few months. I am closing the books of 2008 and starting a new chapter of life in 2009. Its too early to say whats my revolutions and I hope next year will be a better year for me. I am getting sleepy alredi. I'll continue some other time.

♥ Mellicious
11:45 PM

Its 1:41am, I just came back from Nonong's. As usual, we had our gossips talking til 1ish. Gsaed & Dauz cracked me up with their silly action while we were playing games. Talur banar. HAHAHA. I reli wanted to stay abit longer but too bad i will be having a jog date with my babe, Izzah. Atupun if jadi, krg nde tebangun. LOL. Malik & GJay decided to tag along 2morow.. Hehe.. For sure, I will be complaining if they're gonna walk fast and leaving me behind. Its getting late and I need to sleep.

SO yeah, I have been thinking thoroughly about my feelings. I kept thinking about him nowadays and the reason? I DON'T KNOW WHY! The more i think about him, The more I am missing him deeply. Its not healthy for me and its hurting me. I should be thinking the other situation by keeping faith to myself that I can move on slowly and its not gonna be easy. I need to keep myself occupied with whatever I wish to do. For a start, having a date with my babe, Izzah tomorrow. Mudahan jadi ah. And, in the afternoon my girls & I decided to go for dance class. Whatever keeps us closer and together, I'M UP FOR IT girls! Probably I will be asking my cousins to tag along if they want to. I have few plans tomorrow tho. I need to finish up some work too which means I will be in the office on a SUNDAY! Maybe.. that is if im not l-a-z-y or t-i-r-e-d.

♥ Mellicious
1:41 AM

Its 7:27pm, here i am blogging teplang. What to do?! I have no plans. My girls are busy with their own things. I'll for sure be heading to Nonong's later i guess. I should or else i'll go nuts staying all day at home. I wanted to drive off to Nana's but then at the same time, i'm feeling a bit lazy. SHEESH! Why should i be thinking about him? Its normal i know but then its hurting my feelings even more thinking abt him. And the fact that when i went out last friday with Alimah, I seems to see a lot VW cars which is similar to his. Banciku. I just can't get over it easily.. it takes time of corz! or mebe this heartbreaking songs are making me even thinking more abt it? u think so? ENUFF SAID!

Anyway, I wanted to post some long overdue pictures but then I have not finish editting the pictures. Hmm.. My blog looks naked without pictures, aint it? Oh yeah, my couzie rara is back in town and we need to do some catching up girl! Heheh.. Cheezbox again? Hehe.. I'm so craving for that chocolate and now i forgot wat its called! SHRUGS! So, I shud be getting my ass off now! I need to do something before heading off to Nonong's. I'll b bck later.

♥ Mellicious
7:24 PM

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You bored?

♥ Mellicious
1:08 AM

Basically, I had a rough and lazy Monday. I was not reli in the mood doing my work. I was having the Monday symptoms : Lazy, Boring, Rough, Blur etc. YOU NAME IT! Khai was on MC just now.. so, AGAIN.. it makes the day even more boring. You know why? Usually he's the one i will turn to every morning.. talking some rubbish gossips. GET WELL SOON MAN! I'm glad my Babes, Alimah & Raja Bual were there to spice up the BORING MONDAY. So yeah, nothing much reli happened.

Today, my colleague told me a shattering news that he saw him with someone new. I reli don't understand what i feel when he spilled out the beans. I was at the same time feeling sad, shock, confuse & happy too. Its a mixed feelings which I don't know how to describe. I'm glad i have lots of caring friends around to cheer me up. I'm glad they willing to listen and help me get thru with this heart-rending moments. I should be happy to hear the news but it turned out sour which i don't expect it can actually ripped my heart apart. I wish i have the guts to say it out to him about how i feel but I am afraid he wouldn't listen. Sometimes I admit I have been hiding my feelings by not telling him how much I miss him. I tried telling him several times but all i get is just a simply reply telling me he felt the same but does he reli meant it? or just saying it to make me feel better?

In this moment of sadness, all i need is my bestfriends. This is the moment where we need each other the most. We turned to each other during our happy and sad moments. But sometimes, we also need to work out our matter on our own. I miss my girls so much. I'm speechless.. i dunno what else to say. Mebe I should sleep.. u think so? So anyway, my girls planned to attend dance class this week and I hope they will make it happen. Jangan angin bertiup kencang tapi nada bunyi. Hehehe.. u know what i mean girls! LOL. Oh.... I'm glad I'll be having my halfday tomorrow. At least I can rest and call someone to fix my aircond. Seriously, I can't stand a week without any aircond. One more thing, the lights in my bathroom went on fault. What a disaster! I have few plans for tomorrow. I'm still not sure but I will be spending my afternoon looking after my shop. Its my everyday routine to stop by at my shop before I go back home. There were customers just now when I went there and I was kind enough to give some discounts. Lucky for her I was there. Pls drop by again MISS. Hehe.. i was excited to entertain the customers. Anyway, getting sleepy alredi. Toodles, nitey nite.

♥ Mellicious
12:31 AM

Have you guys watch this movie? Its Madagascar The Movie 2. I watched it with my friends just now. I had a great laugh, it was damn hilarious. It reli cracked me up. I should recommend you guys to watch it. I reli enjoyed the movie for sure. I give it a thumbs up for this movie. HAHAHAHA.. siuk siuk, inda rugi.

Anyway, I got nothing interesting to share wit u guys. Work as usual, nothing exciting about it. I went home abit early today. Licia came to my house around 8ish and after that we went straight to the Mall to catch up a movie. Luckily it was not packed in Gadong, no long queue. After the movie, Licia & I went to WyWy Sengkurong and had our supper. I reached home around 1ish and ended up "NOT SLEEPY". So, i took the opportunity to update something in my blog. It has been dead for few days coz' i seriously have nothing exciting to share with you guys. Excuse me for being quiet for the past few days. Hehe...

I'm eyeing on these stuffs. I wonder if they can sell it online. I'm still checking on it. If they can provide worldwide express mailing door-2-door service, i'd surely order it online. AS LONG AS ITS SAFE & THE GOODS ARE GENUINE! But... the prices are killing me. If only its available in Brunei, I would surely grab my hands on some of the things above especially the SHOES! Oh, thats not the only thing i found on the internet. I also found some very eye-catchy stuffs which i adore. Want some more? Hehehe...

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