Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Back!!!!!
I miss blogging.. and i'm taking this opportunity to update my blog. Yes, ive been extremely busy plus... i was too lazy to update my blog. Nothing much reli going on during my absence blogging. I'm just too busy with my life plus tonite i'm not sleepy yet so why not update my blog... Hehehe... I feel like blogging abt what i felt and how am i feeling rite now..
Tell me guys, have u ever encounter the feelings losing someone but yet you still miss em so bad? I used to think how much i wanted to let him go for some reason and that i should've feel better when we officially broke up. If losing him is what ive alwez wish i have the guts to say then why am i missing him now? If he can accept the fact that i can move on without him then why am i feeling miserable rite now? These uncertain feelings affected my life...TOTALLY! Why is it whenever i think of him, ill cry and i dunno WHY! Its not right saying and expressing these kind of feelings on my blog but what the heck, it does not have to be about my everyday stories all the time right? =) and rite now... I CANT SLEEP, I MISS HIM SO BAD!!
I've been very close to my bestfriend Izzah lately and we share the same situation. We've been texting each other almost everyday with her saucy stories.. vice versa. Thats what I've alwez needed, BESTFRIENDS to be there for me ALWEZ.. FAMILY to support me.. and FRIENDS to entertain my life. I should be grateful to be blessed with wonderful people around me. WHY should i frown when my life is not over yet? I should be optimist in life so that all good things come my way. I have a great career, supportive family, bestfriends & friends, stable life, loving parents , caring relatives, amazing bosses... my life is great but one thing lacking, someone to love which I should not be worrying so much. Its true what my bestfriends told me.. If i never let go, i will never move on... I never tot of that until tonite, I've realized I've been blessed with all these wonderful things happened in my life so far. Syukur Alhamdulillah... Honestly, I am grateful with what i have right now. My parents and siblings have been supporting me with whatever im doing. I should not let them down. I should aim what i've alwez wanted. Achieving my dreams in life is the most crucial part in my life that i should not waste my life feeling miserable. Agree ? =)
♥ Mellicious
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