I was surprised to see Wan wake up earlier than me. He was all showered, ready to get dressed and all that.. while i was still on bed. I checked on my watch and it was only 7:32am. Since i saw him all awake and done soon, i forced myself to wake up and we managed to arrive at office around 8am. It was still early so we went to the Restaurant just nearby to have breakfast. Jidah, Nonong & G Mirul were alredi there and soon after Limah & Khai tagged along. I shud've wake early all this while so i can have breakfast with my colleagues. So anyway, things went smoothly til' the end. Still got lotsa work to be followed up.

It was only a day when i wan's intake started working. They started working yesterday and gez what? It was only Wan & another girl which i don't reli get to know yet got offered the job. It was only a day.... and guess what? The gal didn't show up for work today and she applied for resignation. Urghh.. HELLLOOO?!! She didn't even have the guts in wanting to learn and trying to adapt to the new environment. AND I RELI DONT LIKE THIS KIND OF PERSON TO WORK WITH! Others i meant... every jobless person in Brunei has been wanting to work so bad while she just simply resign without any notice. She just called up and say it thru the phone. If she knew she cudn't work at this kind of environment, she shud've just reject working at our place by explaining the causes. It wouldn't harm to tell the truth! And because of what happened, Im scared Wan might do the same or mebe wouldn't like the job. I asked him and so far, he said he's trying to be familiar with the work, the system and trying to adapt to the new changes. I hope he won't give up or else i'll be very dissappointed. HOPE NOT!!

It reli makes me pissed when people does not appreciate the offered given. I wished i cud help everyone but its just not possible. Oh... G Duan is back and I was happy to see him. My cute kitot no.2! Hehehe... and again, we as the committee is very busy with the picnic celebration which will be held this Sunday. I hope its gonna be fun just like it was before. Can't wait.... ;) Say... talking about (karma), have u guys/gals experience it? Everyone does, i think. What do u know about Karma? Well, i was mostly referring to a good friend of mine who has been confused about her life. Shit! My batt is running low and i left my charger in the car.. i think i better continue tomorrow before it shuts down unexpectedly. ;) to be continued........

♥ Mellicious
1:29 AM

IT has been quite a very peaceful day for me today. Got my job done.. well partially hehe.. and went home early from work. Had short discussions with the boss in the morning and went to lunch at around 1pm. It was wan's interview just now and guess what?! HE GOT THE JOB! Alhamdulillah... He was very nervous when he first set his foot into the meeting room. I wasn't reli expecting that he could be given the opportunity but somehow luck is by his side. SYUKUR! I was reli happy when he got the job and i hope he will work hard and won't fool around. And wat excited me the most is that starting tomorrow i have companion to walk to work. HAHA!

He will start working tomorrow and i alreadi gave him few tips about his job. Hopefully sooner or later he can managed it somehow. I hope he will get used to his first ever job i meant SERIOUS job that is. Its getting late and I'll be logging off soon. Chatted with Nonong few mins ago and probably she got annoyed with the never-ending disconnected every few mins. I didn't see her get back online.

Had dinner with the family at Thye's Food Court and was laughing over my brother's silly stories up til' midnite. I had a great time with the family as alwez. It is still raining over here.. and I can't even sleep. Its been awhile since i last posted about my love. I miss him and yes I want to work out my relationship. He has been so nice to me eversince and NO! I'm not forcing myself to love him.. I knew i love him but its just that I was confused. Txted him just now and told him to bring me out and cruise in his new ride. OH well, i will only post more when i have stories. I'm off to bed. Nitey Nite.

♥ Mellicious
12:57 AM

As what i previously mentioned on my last post dat "I'm OFF to work". YES!!! I was working.. and YESS!! its on a SUNDAY... blergh! Nothing unusual about it. I wasn't reli planning to go for overtime but somehow.. i was too worried about my report. By the time i reached office, few of my colleagues were there & we finished duin our work at 3pm. After that, I went straight to Nene's house to fetch the spice girls. So, we went back to my place and waited for my mom and sister to get ready. We left home around 4pm and went straight to the beach. We went to Serasa and my cousins were alredi there waiting for us. It was as usual, PACKED like cars roadshow! So yeah.. we went home around 6ish. As we reached home, took shower and all that.. I brought the girls, sisters & aunt to Jollibee. It was raining and i hate going out on a rainy day but for the girls, i dun mind. It was already late when i sent them home. I arrived home safely and I managed to get Wan's CV done. I just hope he got this job! Amin.... Its been a dead moment for him since these past 2 years. Had been staying home doing nuthing and I know that bores him. I hope he will be given the opportunity to get this job. Amin..... Life has never been as great as it can be when we don't have our family and simply just on our own. I hope this time will make a difference to his life. I'm putting my hopes on him and i reli hope he can be offered this job.

Say.. I was browsing on Zaf's blog and I read her recent post. I'm glad she finally took the decision to pursue her studies. I gave few advices to her and I hope she'll accept it in a positive ways. I was telling her was it reli her dream to quit and continue her studies or was it that she just want to fullfill her parents hopes. I don't blame her for granting her parents wishes which deep down i know it was also part of her dream to be able to study in University and sit for a degree programme. Of course, it won't be easy for her or anyone in UBD to be studying for years and hoping to get a better job after they graduate. I can't predict how its gonna be in 4 years and I wish things won't be as difficult as it is right now. There are quite a lot number of people jobless and still seeking for jobs. I pity them for being jobless but I'm still not sure whether did they really make full effort in searching for any jobs. I'm sure Brunei still have lots of vacancies even in the government institutions. The departments in every government institutions are expanding each year and for sure there's vacancy available.

As for Zaf, I hope she'll excel in her studies and pursue her dreams in the future. She's been a great companion even if we seldom talk or chill with one another. She has been a great friend and I can see she's a very ambitious lady which i believe someday, she'll be successfull in her life and that can be guaranteed if she study hard and unlikely to give up easily. I, somehow have dreams too but its all has been flushed out long ago. I wish to be the person who is very excellent in her studies but unfortunately i didn't manage to go high till' Degree Level but I didn't give up, I found other ways to achieve my dreams. I took part time studying and I hope I won't flunk and give up easily. Many things I hope for but I believe it can be real if only I strive harder and target to achieve it! There is so many things I wish i can do.. what i'd love to do and have! Enuff said..I'm happy with my life. Alhamdulillah...

So to Zaf, all I can say..... (if you're reading this post)

You are a good friend and I believe you can achieve the best. I hope you'll be happy and able to encounter every obstacles as time goes by. Even if we're working on the same organization but somehow, i haven't really got the chance to get to know you better. I hope you will always remember us which I know you will be missing us when you left. I'm sorry i don't have anything to give u at the moment for your remembrance but InsyaALLAH we will always be supporting you in every thing you do which u feel is right and positive. I know I will still be updated with your random activities and that is if you only keep us readers update in ur blog. Hehehe.. When one very good friend resigned, it feels like losing something precious in our life. When I feel that way, i reli meant it. I reli don't like seeing people resigned especially someone whom we cherish alwez in our life. So zhaf, achieving ur parents dream is like achieving ur own dreams. Don't let others pull u down. Enjoy ur studies and pls be kind enuff and drop by sometimes to our office and pay us a visit. hehehe.. I know i'm posting this in advance! HAHAHA. Whatever it is, we love you... *HUGS*

And that wud be the end of my post, I'm loving everyone close to me. Can't lose em'

Love, ♥MyMy

♥ Mellicious
1:01 AM

Friday 18072008

I decided to update my post since i have been missing again for the past few days. Lotsa things goin on and i was becoming layzee everyday. I have been busy too with work and all that. My toothache has been making me layzee with everything. Nothing special happened anyway... met baby last two days and surprised me with his new car. Nice... So yeah, i havent been updating much on my activities. So far, i decided to watch Kuntilanak tonite late show at 11:45pm with friends and probably my brother.



Yesterday i had my inlieu with G Saed.. I went to dental clinic to get my teeth checked! So yeah, i need to set an appointment. After that, we went for body massage and I was feeling much better as always. I was too tired that i've fallen to sleep as early as 7pm. G Saed just called and its still early....... 10:13pm. THe movie finished at around 1am and duh~ it wasnt that scary.. i would rate that 5.5 out of 10. I shud've watched The Dark Knight.. err anyway im off to bed.

Sunday 20.07.2008

I woke up pretty late today... at around 11ish. My colleague just texted me asking if i'll be going for overtime or not. Well, yes since i have handfull of workload. I slept late laznite and i was bored. It was raining heavily from 6pm and it only lasted at around 9pm. Went out with AUntry Jurinah at around 9pm. Went to Nene's house and she was alredi asleep when we got there. Met the spice girls and tagged them along. Nothing much exciting tho.. and i haven't even go to Bandar to see whats going on. All these tiredness and boringness made me feel layzee to chill out. I haven't got any plans yet anyway but i'll be going to the tailor shop later to get some Baju Kurong. Raya is coming and i haven't even make one yet.. ITs alwez the last minute plan but still it turn out beautiful. I haven't got something in mind yet on designing Baju Raya. Lets put that aside first. Oh next class for the new semester starts tomorrow... and I still don't know whether I shud enrol or not. ITs just that I don't know if i have that much time to concentrate on my studies. I shud think again.. I don't want to affect my work and also my studies. OH well, I'll see how and what i shud be doin.. ok i'll be back later. I'm off to work...

♥ Mellicious
10:18 PM

♥ Mellicious
1:28 AM

Its 30 mins to 12pm & I'm not even dress yet to work. Yes, i had my morning inlieu since i knew i won't be able to wake up early the next day. I texted the boss laznite and he approved it. Did i mention i was working? well, yes i was. I slept late on Saturday & woke up reli early to work the next day. Last week i was fully occupied with work & becoz of my kindness, i volunteered to attend work on Sunday. I came home around 10pm laznite which i promised I'll be posting partial of the story laznite to make it complete. After shower i turned on my lappie & was supposed to update my blog but............. as far as i remember when i woke up this morning, i didn't even remember how did i fall to sleep. It shows that "I WAS XTREMELY TIRED".

Fuhhhh~ when i woke up, it was already shine and bright. It was 8:40am!! SO, since i was on inlieu i went back to sleep. GAGAGA! I didn't even have strong headache like i used to when i overslept but not today, i was feeling much much better. Probably its because to compensate the less-sleeping i had last week. HAHAHA si tau aku ane! Watever it is, i felt much better now. I'm going off to work soon and i reli want to post some pictures but eventually time is not pleasing at the moment. It will take forever to upload pics. Oh yeah, i had lunch @ Nyonya yesterday and the food was not as yummy as usual. As usual i ordered Shark fin's soup but it was tasteless! I prefered goin to Nyonya @ Serusop. They served much much better!! I was craving for Nyonya and coincidentally Abg Talip offered a treat to Nyonya. I wouldn't want to miss a chance!! Hehehe... So yeah, after lunch went back to work.

Its nearly 12pm and i shud be dress up by now eventho' my work starts at 1:30pm. Everything should be ready by now to avoid my clumsiness! I usually become clumsy and panic at the very laz minute if i delayed my time. *smile* Owh.. baby just miscalled me after long days no signs of him. Its been weeks we didn't meet up. I had an arguement with him few days ago. I was telling him how i felt for the past weeks and I was juz telling him so dat he knows what i felt. I felt he was reluctant to accept the problems we had. I told him i was confused with my feelings which i felt the love is not there, told him I wanted to mek it better which infact i duno wat to do or mebe refused to force myself but... at times i feel nothing is wrong wit us. Its just lack of communication that drove us to this relationship disaster. I was feeling OK with everything but I dun want to be selfish so i confronted him & told him how i reli felt. I gez we are having "SICK RELATIONSHIP" and something needs to be done before everything fall apart. I tried but i duno whether i did try my best or not. Watever happened, i do miss him tho. I better not put myself into dilemma which i already am! I'm completely losing everything.. I was too weak to hold back to make this relationship stands just like it used to be. Bless me, time will tell whats best, whats not. APart from what happened, I'm still as happy as i am. I tried not to think much about my problems. I'm fine with my life. Insya ALLAH, soon.... I can decide whats best for us. Gotta rush.... toodles~

♥ Mellicious
11:24 AM

Owh.. its been like ages since i last posted. I was extremely over the top BUSY due to 6 sigma project and I have been a sleepiebum these days. I didn't have time to update my blog. Usually i'd go online and took few mins of my time juz to update my blog but all this 6 sigma project has made me exhausted and tired most of the time. Here i am again.. working 7 days straight due to lack of manpower. I voluntarily agreed to help the Sales Dept for the roadshow. I had alot of things to update you guys but unfortunately i'm too layzee to summarize with what happened eversince the day i last posted.

I am rite now working with the Sales Team and i have free time to update stories. Laznite went to Capers with my sister and friends. Then we decided to play bowling but then it was near to closing time so we shifted our planned to play rock band instead. I went two days straight to Capers. 1st was last friday and laznite. I had a small gathering with the girls and I enjoyed it so much. We took a lot of pictures together but im too layzee to upload, mebe nxt time. Oh yeah.. I'm so sleepy rite now.. its very cold in here and i feel like goin home and sleep. Plus, im feeling hungry and I miss my baby. *Sigh* So yeah, I'm outta words rite now... I need food. Be back... ;)

♥ Mellicious
5:38 PM