I'm sorry for the lack of updates. I have been very busy with my work I have been working very slow for the past few days and i dunno the reason why. I lost interest doing my work and i reli dunno what happened to me. Even today, i spent most of my time just checking few accounts and spent most of the day relaxing. FOR WHY DID ALL THIS HAPPEN? errrrr.... seriously man, i hate it when my brain is not working very fast and my body not reacting very aggresively. I hope i'll be fine and back to my own self tomorrow and start juggling with work aggresively! I seldom stayed for overtime for the past few days. Hmmph!! or... am i getting layzier at the age of 22? Erks.. I can't believe that i'm 22 years old. Aiii.. Tua rasa ku! Hehehe..

So let me revise back wat i did last weekend. I spent the Afternoon with my bestfrens (licia & wen) and ♥Syg. We had lunch and Zizna Restaurant @ Batu Satu. We spent almost 3 hours i think.... just chit chatting after lunch. ♥Syg was simply just listening to our stories and jokes. Hehe... After lunch, we went to 2nd Hand Car Dealers to check out any hot reasonable price car but too bad... NAHEY~ alllll MAHALL EYYy! I rather buy new car. HMPH! Oh anyway, dropped by licia's house to grab her clothes and den back to my place. Wasn't planning to go anywhere but then ♥Syg called and wants me to accompany him to meet his friend. I brought along licia, my sister and cousin. We met up at Giant and had our Dinner at Jollibee after that. Went home early before Midnite coz i need to wake up early the next day. At that time, i knew.. I miss ♥Syg. Hehehe....

The next day....

Woke up early.. as early as I DUN WANT TO! I woke up at around 6ish and left home ard 7ish. Went straight to Serusop to grab my takeaways and went straight to Boss May's house at Rimba. Got everyone gathered den drove off to 'Hutan Simpanan Berakas'. It was our annual recovery dept activity just like wat we celebrated last year. All attended except Firdaus and we're glad that some of the repo agents came to spice up the day. It was boring at 1st since it was all eating session and just chit chatting. Then we went to the beach to play soccer. The weather was great and i loved it! Too bad ♥Syg wasn't there to share the excitements i had on that day. The guys were so xhausted after soccer so they went up and eat again.

♥Syg txted me up and wanted me to enjoy myself which i reli DID enjoy myself. X=) After awhile, we started setting up our games. Prizes were arranged for every games and we were asked to form a team to participate in the games. The 2nd and 3rd games were the most exciting moments and we reli2 enjoyed it. I'm DAMN SURE that they were having so much fun playing those silly fun games. They formed 3 groups which they called their team Rock Kapak (1st team), Rock Buncit (2nd team) & New Intake (3rd team). Most of the games were won by the New Intake. It was reli funny.. i took the video of the event and i had a great laugh watching those videos. It was reli funny....!! I can't believe we spent our time from 8ish am to 3ish pm at 'Hutan Simpanan Berakas'. Everyone was very helpful and of course a great companion in these kinds of event. SYIOKKKK! As i reached home, i got very tired and fallen to sleep. Jessica texted me and asked me out but i was soooooo damn tired. So i decided to go out at Nite after my rest. ♥Syg texted me too asking me to have a rest after the whole morning exhaustion. Woke up around 8ish pm and took a shower after that. Met up with Jessica at Mamih Beribi. She looked terrible and very confused. She got issues with her boyfriend and i've never seen her very uptight and sad. Pity her! It was raining heavily and thunder striked several times. It scares the hell out of me and so we left. I slept around 1ish am last nite.

The next MORNING...

Nothing much happened today. Again.. i felt my mind is not reacting aggresively and that i don't have the mood duin my work. Had lunch at Jin Chiew with Abg Said, Nasz & Dauz. Went for meetings around 5pm. Finished work at around 7pm. Tonite.. which was 4 hours ago, i had lil' misunderstanding with ♥Syg. He confronted that he doesn't feel that he is my priority. *Sigh* I don't know.. i care about him but i don't know which part made him feel that he is not my priority. Well.. he is of course one of my priority and i do care abt him 'SO MUCH'. I was supposed to watch movie with him yesterday but eventually i've forgotten abt it and he was reli upset about that. Mebe yes some part i may be wrong but hey.. i reli don't remember about the arrangement. I made him upset and i was upset too. I feel bad that i don't remember any of our arrangement going out. I decided not to text or call him yet. I miss him so much.. I'm now feeling very tired and i don't want to talk much about our misunderstanding. I'm off to bed.. I miss him. and i love him dearly ♥♥♥

♥ Mellicious
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