Monday, May 12, 2008

Knock Knock... who's there?

DARN IT! I was just an inch away from office. I walked faster and hoping to reach on time. I realized to my dismay that i was going to be late. As i reached the back door, i quickly keyed in my pin no and rushed in to punch in my card. I was just a minute late which I wish i didn't. Greeted my fellow colleagues and hoping to have a great Monday. It was the same ol' same ol' usual Monday... dull & boring. I stayed up for overtime til' 8pm. I was reli not in da mood. When i was alone at my sit, i was thinking how my life will be in the upcoming years. I realized i've got more commitments towards my adultery life. I don't want to mix up my private life with my work life. I had enough with my relationship which is not even improving much. I dont wana emphasize on that matter. The thoughts of him stress me out. I wish we cud've just settle things in a calm way.

I'm BORED! Its still early.. 10:38pm and i have no idea wat to do besides onlining. I know i need to study on my accounting and exam is around the corner. I need something to ease my mind. I really want to make things better.. i reli do.. i mean it! Why does it has to be very complicated? Oh... lets not talk more about that matter. I received an email today regarding the suicidal of an unknown man. Err.. i was surprised. A man hung himself and was informed tat he commit suicide. Later that afternoon, i heard the news on the radio. I can't believe he commited suicide at an open area. I'm sure someone saw him dying but juz too afraid to make an appeal. Its impossible that no one saw him alive before he hung himself. I juz don't know why he committed such a bad sin. Juz hope his family will keep praying for him to keep his soul calm and forgiven by the Almighty, Amin....! Btw, Its my cousin's birthday today and i've alredi greeted her. I miss her lots and can't wait for her comebacks. My mom and aunties planned to go to Jakarta when my cousins return and she's bringing me along. I hope my leave will be approved. I reli need this vacation. Is there by any chance anyone wants to replace me for a week? Yada Yada.. hehehe.. im off to bed///