Sunday, May 18, 2008

Unexpected.

Its been 6 days since i last posted. Many things happened for the past few days. As i posted in my last entry regarding the matter i worried abt. The next day after that, i was told the truth. I was shocked and frustrated. I reli don't have the right words to say about what actually happened. I have strange feelings whenever i go to work. I still can't believe these 'things' happened. I didn't even know how to describe it. Since that day onwards, i didn't reli concentrate on my work. I juz couldn't work as enjoy as i was before. Mebe time will make me forget about this and slowly i will start concentrate on my work again.

I'm so bored rite now.. i have been spending the whole day watching korea movie series ' Couple or Trouble'. I also felt so lazy the whole day and fell to sleep. I miss him terribly.. i reli do. I feel so bored when he's not around... i knew i love him and i reli do miss him. I was supposed to go out with licia tonite but then i didn't text her coz' i know she'll be very tired. I have lots of things going on in my mind. I reli dunno how to xplain whats in my heart. Didn't i eva say how much i miss travelling? Well infact i reli do miss travelling. I miss travelling with my family and cousins. I reli want to travel this june that my mom and aunties planned but then i'm not sure whether this is the right time to ask for leave. With this situation, everyone is still feeling shocked and dull.

So anyway, mebe i'll take the courage to ask tomorrow. I wanted to take my inlieu tomorrow morning but then i juz dun feel right. Last Saturday I went to Le'Taj for lunch with Malek, Gsaed, Nasz & Zhaff. I felt much better after all those laughing but then i felt sad again thinking about him. I miss him so much. I don't have the guts to show up in a sudden. Sigh.... Not in the mood to blog much rite now.. I'm so damn bored. Gonna continue watching the korean movie....