Have been busy as always for the past three days. Sorry for the lack updates my readers. HA HA HA. Macam banyak saja.. well i found it interesting for some readers who actually dropped by and read my blog. And of corz.. most of em are my frens i gez. *smile* I had my accounting exam last Tuesday and I wasn't reli confident AGAIN! I am alwez bad at accounting and i wonder how did i get a job in a finance institution huh? HAHAHA I'm just LUCKY i gez... Background music "SHe's so LUCKY, She's a STAR but SHe cry cry cry in the lonely nite THINKING" wahhh.. terlebih sudah~ HAHAHA.. So anyway, the exam lasted for 3 hours and there i was in a big hall sitting feeling cold & sleepy! Damn!!! Most of the time i kept falling to sleep... lucky i didn't SNORE! Hahaha.. or else i'll be famous for sleeping in the exam hall + SNORING!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA.. i couldn't imagine how embarass will i be! ERKSs.... i hope it'll never happen to me. I shud've took my leave on that day since i saw some of my friends were enjoying themselves after leaving the exam hall. But... i was being responsible coz' i still got pending work to be done. I'm a WORKAHOLIC person for sure~

So yesterday i went out with Jessie. We were bored so we decided to go out for a Drink. She was as usual not reli in the mood for some thrill and excitements since she was all quiet that nite. She was having relationship crisis and i reli dun have any idea how to cheer her up. We stayed up til' nearly midnite and headed home nearly 1am. I was very tired that i've fallen to sleep for few mins when i was infront of my laptop. I was trying to update my blog but my eyes weren't being friendly to me that nite so i decided to sleep. Oh NO! My eyes are being slow again.. and i think i'm sleepy.

I'm feeling kinda sleepy rite now. I juz came back hours ago from red canopy @ qlap. I was with Nasz & Abg Saed. It has always been fun with them eventho' there's nuthin much happening. Oh yeah..I need to gather some informations and do some research for our work project. It was very interesting when my team leader showed me the tasks we need to get done with before end of this month. OH NO ANOTHER BUSY MONTH! But anything about work , I'll try not to neglect it. I just love to do work work work but there are times when i get tired and bored OF CORZ!!! Hehehe.. Oh yeah did i tell you that i'm now in good term with the boyfie? YES ITS TRUE, we are now in good terms. It will take us more time to get used to the "Used-to-be-US!"

Yes i am HAPPY when he's there for me and I was with him all alone together holding hands and simply enjoying our time. But sometimes i get confused with everything that had happened between us. We finally talked yesterday and he finally listened. I told him how i felt and how it affected my feelings. I was totally crushed with what he did but of corz some parts were my fault for not taking much care about him. I love him i do but i’m confused, and if u asks me now “WHY AM I CONFUSED”, i would probably answer “SERIOUSLY I DON’T KNOW and I’m the type who usually don’t have a good answer to that question”. Sigh.... I remember he was always the sweetest and most caring person i’ve met so far. He was always that romantic Casanova guy.. HEHEHE.. but then, he makes me confused and one thing that i know what i felt inside, i still have him close to my heart... loving him, care for him, missing him.. That kinda feelings but there’s something deep inside me i juz felt confused and hopeless. *ARGHHHHH!* this is very frustrating.

You may say i’m LAME and all that but I’m just like any other confuse people alive on earth. Love makes your world turn upside down juz LIKE ME! =) and yeah, I MISS HIM! Anyway, I was supposed to watch movie with cousins but I couldn’t make it due to heavy pending workload. I was working til’ 9pm just now and after that went out with Nasz & Abg Saed. We were doing some research and trying to gather our information for the upcoming presentation to the Management. GULP! Its 0200hrs rite now and I need to have my beauty sleep. Ohh weekend is in a day and i’m planning to finish drafting my work. I’ve made some progression on dealing with my work and time is very precious right now. I’m gonna be SUPER DUPER BUSY by next week onwards. Not just me, but the rest of the team that participated. Gjay will be leaving us soon coz he got an offered @ govt institution. 3 down left 6 of us in our department. I would probably request for one staff to delegate Gjay’s work. We need to speed things up and plan for next strategies to reach our targets. We for sure will be missing Gjay. He has always been our BABY BOY in the group since he is the youngest among all of us. HEY!! Hj Saed just signed in on MSN and its late.. i wonder what he is up to! Or he just arrived home? HMMPH! “Bhapa kita, chat xxx kah?” HHAHAHA JUST KIDDING! I know u will be reading my blog.. and oh yeah.. i hope what we planned for can be granted. You, me, Nasz & probably my baby might be up for that “plan”. We’ll see how... orites, toodles~ off to bed!

♥ Mellicious
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