Its 30 mins to 12pm & I'm not even dress yet to work. Yes, i had my morning inlieu since i knew i won't be able to wake up early the next day. I texted the boss laznite and he approved it. Did i mention i was working? well, yes i was. I slept late on Saturday & woke up reli early to work the next day. Last week i was fully occupied with work & becoz of my kindness, i volunteered to attend work on Sunday. I came home around 10pm laznite which i promised I'll be posting partial of the story laznite to make it complete. After shower i turned on my lappie & was supposed to update my blog but............. as far as i remember when i woke up this morning, i didn't even remember how did i fall to sleep. It shows that "I WAS XTREMELY TIRED".

Fuhhhh~ when i woke up, it was already shine and bright. It was 8:40am!! SO, since i was on inlieu i went back to sleep. GAGAGA! I didn't even have strong headache like i used to when i overslept but not today, i was feeling much much better. Probably its because to compensate the less-sleeping i had last week. HAHAHA si tau aku ane! Watever it is, i felt much better now. I'm going off to work soon and i reli want to post some pictures but eventually time is not pleasing at the moment. It will take forever to upload pics. Oh yeah, i had lunch @ Nyonya yesterday and the food was not as yummy as usual. As usual i ordered Shark fin's soup but it was tasteless! I prefered goin to Nyonya @ Serusop. They served much much better!! I was craving for Nyonya and coincidentally Abg Talip offered a treat to Nyonya. I wouldn't want to miss a chance!! Hehehe... So yeah, after lunch went back to work.

Its nearly 12pm and i shud be dress up by now eventho' my work starts at 1:30pm. Everything should be ready by now to avoid my clumsiness! I usually become clumsy and panic at the very laz minute if i delayed my time. *smile* Owh.. baby just miscalled me after long days no signs of him. Its been weeks we didn't meet up. I had an arguement with him few days ago. I was telling him how i felt for the past weeks and I was juz telling him so dat he knows what i felt. I felt he was reluctant to accept the problems we had. I told him i was confused with my feelings which i felt the love is not there, told him I wanted to mek it better which infact i duno wat to do or mebe refused to force myself but... at times i feel nothing is wrong wit us. Its just lack of communication that drove us to this relationship disaster. I was feeling OK with everything but I dun want to be selfish so i confronted him & told him how i reli felt. I gez we are having "SICK RELATIONSHIP" and something needs to be done before everything fall apart. I tried but i duno whether i did try my best or not. Watever happened, i do miss him tho. I better not put myself into dilemma which i already am! I'm completely losing everything.. I was too weak to hold back to make this relationship stands just like it used to be. Bless me, time will tell whats best, whats not. APart from what happened, I'm still as happy as i am. I tried not to think much about my problems. I'm fine with my life. Insya ALLAH, soon.... I can decide whats best for us. Gotta rush.... toodles~

♥ Mellicious
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