My blog has been dead for the past 2 weeks. I know...... i haven't been updating much anymore. There are lot of things going on and I just don't have the mood to update moi blog. Seriously, I just don't have anything special to share with you guys. I was too busy with my life and that i was alwez too layzee to update my stories. I just dunno what to blog about. As usual, i cant sleep... I took MC today and went to the dentist for a check-up. I've been bragging about the pain since forever and that i only had time today to get it checked. I hate the dentist... and seriously i don't like her. GANAS KALIE AH! I wouldn't want her to check my teeth again... she asked me to come in a week and I WONT COME! Sakit bah ia tambal... ganas...! Puasa is near.. as near as... errr... 3 weeks?! I love ramadhan and of course SYAWAL. Its the time where i gather most of the time with the families. I miss having all those time. Last Ramadhan, I spent so much time with my syg and I'm not sure about this year. Its been almost a year with him now... and so far all i can say, I LOVE YOU.

There aren't any other words to describe how much I want this relationship to stay strong but at the same time I want to feel the love like we used to, i know u've tried but I realized I've been neglecting you all this while. I am bad, i realized that. Sometimes I feel reluctant to meet you. Everytime when i confessed how i felt, u won't want to know. And the problem with me is that..... I feel scared to let go this relationship. I miss you... *sigh*

♥ Mellicious
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