Its late and yes i cant sleep!!!! And yeah, the man of the house just came back from Japan today and i haven't got the chance to greet me daddy. I was sleeping just now when he reached home. I MISS HIM SO MUCH!! and thats probably the reason i can't sleep. Its payday today for most government servants. When i reached office in the morning, I saw quite a number of people alredi queuing to withdraw their salary. I was like... "what?! over eyh.. kraja kah nde.." Its true.. sometimes i think they just dun care much abt their work. All they think of is waiting til' end month to receive their salary & work as if they've been forced den again wait for the next salary and it goes on and on and on! I just don't understand why! Then when it comes to paying their debts, some have difficulties to do so and willing to postpone their payment to next month and that will create chaos of insufficient money to pay for their debts. OMG! I really hate those people who does not care abt their debts at all! ARGGH!! Yes people, my work is dealing with debt issues & it stresses me out monthly when i have difficulties to collect debts from them!

Enough with all that, I hope they remember to pay for their debts and I would not take Hari Raya Festive Season as an excuse for them to delay their payment. NA~AH!! I'm not buying it... btw, i went home at around 5ish and was in a rushed getting ready to go to the airport. My cousin emz is back to UK today and yes couzie, we miss u already!! I hope you have a nice long flight and be good ! Study for your own good & make yourself proud. She & her sisters has been my most closest cousins since we were kids! I LOVE THEM TO BITS!! Sungguh.... nggak tipu! Hehe.. After sending her off, my sister & I went to Serusop & The Mall just roaming around checking on stuffs on Sale. Nothing much... !! Again, I MISS HIM! *awwwww* I haven't got any plans yet tho.. I havent even got my Baju Raya ready... ADUH!!! =( why am i not ready for everything yet? Mebe i'm just not in the mood for Raya yet.. We are just a week before Raya.

I'm feeling so sad rite now. I miss PaNDaQu♥ . It has been a rocky relationship and that I just thought nothing much I can do to fix it again. I'm quite happy being just this way but sometimes i do miss him. I don't know whats going on. We had been talking abt this matter and that we haven't got into any ending. Its not that i don't ♥ him, its just that there are just some things that is better left untold. As what he told me, i should not be sad abt what happened & as i think thoroughly, i realized that he was right... I should be happy knowing that he loves me. I miss him right now and I do not why! *deepsigh* I want him here!! This is the moment where i hate myself for missing someone who i know will stood up for me for anything. But... there's nuthin i can do, i've made up my mind & yes, i still do ♥ him.

♥ Mellicious
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