I woke up as usual today. I was lucky that i reached office at 8.29am. At least i'm not consider late. As usual, i switched on my radio and my pc then start duin my work. I called up my bestfriend today and she told me something i wished it was only rumours. It was something that made me feel unsure about my feelings. I'm not sure if i love him or its just that i feel lonely. I pretended to be happy but somehow i was hurt but then I'm not so sure. I'm not sure abt how i felt, i dunno if its true or just rumours. What concerned me the most is out of hundreds people working at his workplace, y does it hafto be him? Why does people hafto gossip something like "THAT" about him? OVERRRRR!

So, i took the courage and texted him asking if it was true or just rumours. He denied it and claimed that someone trying to destroy him. BUT why??! What does he have that can bring up such heartbreaking rumours? I was devastated & at the same time, i was shocked. I'm not sad well abit... but i didn't expect this thing could happened to him. I gez u all might wonder what actually happened to HIM. He's ok but there's some story about him broke my heart. But... if its true, i felt relieve and wished he's happy. Why would people want to jeopardize him? WEIRD! SO anyway, I just hope it is just rumours.

Ok, i came back from work at 4pm. I was not in the mood to finish my work. I fell to sleep when i arrived in my room. I was too tired i gez. Plus, it was really cosy lying on my bed. Heheh... When i woke up, i was surprised to see most of my cousins were here in my room. My mom's siblings and grandma had sungkai here at our place and had terawih together too. Its alwez lively when having them cousins around and they meant the world to me. My family is my everything. I had videocall with my dad and all my lil couzies were waving to him. Dad was smiling and kesian him.. I bet he misses us a lot. My lil couzies were very excited when they saw him on webcam. I can see the grin on father's face. He looked reli happy when he looked us on webcam. I miss him.. and INSYAALLAH, he'll be back on the 23rd. Mom decided to fly to Singapore on that day with the rest of the siblings and AS ALWEZ, i cant come along since its end month. Sigh. But still, im not sure if they jadi or not.

♥ Mellicious
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