I am freaking cold rite now.. its 1:15am & I can't sleep. I just finished watching Desperate Housewives and now im tuning on channel 712. I came across the heartbreaking news of Jennifer Hudson's family. Her mother and brother was found dead earlier & now.. her nephew. How could some people be so cruel for killing a seven years old kid? Kesian banar. Her nephew has disappeared last 3 days & they were hoping for him to be returned but sadly, he was dead instead. A 7 years old kid?? Oh c'mon, HOW COULD SOME PEOPLE KILL SUCH AN INNOCENT BOY?! I couldn't imagine the fear he was bearing when he was abducted. He must be reli scared and cried. *Sigh...

I watched the news on E! just now. So, here i am still not sleepy and freaking coldddddd. I reli have nothing much to update. Erm, i miss him. Yes, you know who-u-are.. *Double Sigh... as what i usually says to my bestfriends "ehhh jangantah dipikirkan.." yes, malasku pikirkan. Anyway, when i was at work juz now.. Osaka asked me what will i do if i earn $800 million.. and i answered, i would build my dream house, buy my dream car, pamper myself with making my wishes comes true. YES, FOR SURE! I don't care if some of you might think that i'm selfish but hey, what would you do if you reli earn that multi-million dollars? OMG! I can't imagine how my life would be with $800 million dollars! Once everything achieved, my families won't be forgotten coz' they comes 1st in my life. I won't pamper them much coz' seriously, money can blind you when you're not careful. No matter how much you earn, life means nothing without happiness & love. Whatever makes my family happy, I will be happy too. I know Osaka & I were carried away with dreams & fantasies but wouldn't you want it to be reality in life? OHHHH I WISH! But dreaming is cheap, we need to work hard to earn a million.

I thought about it & how i wish it can be true someday, somehow. Hahaha.. I'm not expecting much but dreaming is the best way to feel that fantasies are real. Oh, im watching Forbes entertainment news right now and its about Top 20 women celebrities. WOAH, siuk! I can only dream but i'm still too far to reach that one dream that I don't know if i can reach someday, somehow. MILLIONAIRES? BILLIONAIRES? "jangan tamak, syukur dengan apa ada nya" hehehe.. yes i'm dedicating that line for myself. I should keep that in mind. If it does comes true, syukur kepada Ilahi. OK, i might get too over the board, i gez i shud stop here. Toodles.

♥ Mellicious
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