So i managed to upload the pictures during my raya which also means I just finished resizing and editing the pictures. During my raya holidays, i didn't feel like occupying myself infront of the computer to edit the pictures coz' i didn't want to waste the holidays I had. Well, i'm gonna be working overtime probably until end of this month. I will be continuing my unfinished work. Nothing much happened at work today. After work ard 5pm..NaKaNishi, Archiekinz703 & I went to Qlap to check out the piano lesson at Muzette. We were entertained by the pianist when she played one song for us. NaKaNisHi & I got very interested to join in the club. It has been my interest since long time ago that i wanted to learn playing piano & this time im gonna make it happen, InsyaAllah. SO yeah, i'm gonna learn the codes & surely will enjoy it.

Anyway, I decided to open my shop next friday. I can't wait any longer coz' paying the rent sometimes kills me. If i could've save it, i wud've already enjoy my money. But i can't give up now since i have been spending too much on the shop. I won't be telling much about it tho' but i'm happy that I'm just gonna open it soon. I just hope my worker can handle it while i'm working. I will be visiting the shop everyday after work coz' its not far from my house. I will be promoting it once i get done with the flyers, atupun if i rajin. Hehehe.. Or mebe i will just recommend it to some of my friends so for a start its gonna be tough and i hafto deal with it. I'm still learning about the business and my mom will help me. Syukur Alhamdulillah my mom will help me cope with this business. Even if she's busy with her current business but as always.. a loving mother will always help her child in everything.

I love my family and I won't give up on this business that I'm going to run. As what mom always told me, its never easy at first but we just hafto be strong and patience dealing with any business. I hope i can help my mom in return when this business succeed. My family are the most valuable gifts from Allah and everything that i will earn i hope i can help them to fulfil their desire or dreams in the future. What i always hope for is for my younger siblings to be successful in life no matter in their studies or work. I love them with all my heart & I hope they know that i'm willing to sacrifice my hopes to study just to give them the opportunity to fulfil their dreams. I may not be successful in studying but I know i can be successful if i work hard.

OK, enuff with all that emotional feelings. HAR HAR HAR. Well, today.. im missing someone. Someone who i wish can be here for me whenever i need him. Someone who i've been longing to tell me how much he loves me. I miss everything about him. I don't know why i miss him.. I reli do miss him. I really wanted to see him but im scared. Im scared he might say things that i dont want to hear. Im scared he might thinks that i needed him only when Im feeling down. I wanted to call him but again.. im scared. I miss him today.. and yesterday and... maybe tomorrow. I want him but im scared of what he might think of me. Does he still loves me? or.. he hates me? I miss you ♥712.

I didnt lie when i said i miss you.. I didnt lie when i said i still do love you.. I didnt lie when i said i wanted you to be with me at that moment, i want you to be around me when i needed you. Im sorry for the things ive said that might hurt you. I love you, i still do. I hope you'll forgive me. I miss you ♥712..

I'll end here before i get too emotional. Im in the state of missing someone so much. I wish you feel the same for me. Its never too late to tell that u still do.. its hurts you even more if you hide your feelings from me.
You know how much i ♥ you PaNDaQu.

♥ Mellicious
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