Basically, I had a rough and lazy Monday. I was not reli in the mood doing my work. I was having the Monday symptoms : Lazy, Boring, Rough, Blur etc. YOU NAME IT! Khai was on MC just now.. so, AGAIN.. it makes the day even more boring. You know why? Usually he's the one i will turn to every morning.. talking some rubbish gossips. GET WELL SOON MAN! I'm glad my Babes, Alimah & Raja Bual were there to spice up the BORING MONDAY. So yeah, nothing much reli happened.

Today, my colleague told me a shattering news that he saw him with someone new. I reli don't understand what i feel when he spilled out the beans. I was at the same time feeling sad, shock, confuse & happy too. Its a mixed feelings which I don't know how to describe. I'm glad i have lots of caring friends around to cheer me up. I'm glad they willing to listen and help me get thru with this heart-rending moments. I should be happy to hear the news but it turned out sour which i don't expect it can actually ripped my heart apart. I wish i have the guts to say it out to him about how i feel but I am afraid he wouldn't listen. Sometimes I admit I have been hiding my feelings by not telling him how much I miss him. I tried telling him several times but all i get is just a simply reply telling me he felt the same but does he reli meant it? or just saying it to make me feel better?

In this moment of sadness, all i need is my bestfriends. This is the moment where we need each other the most. We turned to each other during our happy and sad moments. But sometimes, we also need to work out our matter on our own. I miss my girls so much. I'm speechless.. i dunno what else to say. Mebe I should sleep.. u think so? So anyway, my girls planned to attend dance class this week and I hope they will make it happen. Jangan angin bertiup kencang tapi nada bunyi. Hehehe.. u know what i mean girls! LOL. Oh.... I'm glad I'll be having my halfday tomorrow. At least I can rest and call someone to fix my aircond. Seriously, I can't stand a week without any aircond. One more thing, the lights in my bathroom went on fault. What a disaster! I have few plans for tomorrow. I'm still not sure but I will be spending my afternoon looking after my shop. Its my everyday routine to stop by at my shop before I go back home. There were customers just now when I went there and I was kind enough to give some discounts. Lucky for her I was there. Pls drop by again MISS. Hehe.. i was excited to entertain the customers. Anyway, getting sleepy alredi. Toodles, nitey nite.

♥ Mellicious
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