I am not working this morning and i'm dead bored. I woke up pretty late so i decided to just work in the afternoon. Plus, i don't have the mood to work. I have a lot of things going on in my mind that i do not wish to share it here. Its really affecting my mood and I hate it. Everything is just so messed up rite now.. In what other ways to stop thinking abt it?? To get very busy, i might stop thinking about everything. Sigh.

And to make this mood even worse, i am missing someone so much. Someone who you could express your feelings to but just wouldn't tell personally how much you are missing him. I didn't expect that i could miss him this much. Does he knows how much i am missing him? I don't think so. I guess i am starting to like him or mebe was it just lust? I DON'T KNOW. I'm reli confused rite now. I wanna overcome these feelings to not be too much. All i know now is that i miss him so much.

I gotta get ready to work.. hope nothing even worse happens today.. sighhhhhhh.

♥ Mellicious
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