Saturday, August 8, 2009
Tell me the best medicine to put me to sleep EARLY!
Its nearly 2am & I am not even sleepy yet even a bit. Since it is Saturday and that i am only working halfday, i don't mind staying up til late. I still can rest in the afternoon. Anyway, i am a bit upset tho coz' one of my colleagues has resigned. We have known for almost 4 years and he is a great companion. Its pretty sad not to be able to be working with him again since he has been one of my closest office mate. I know i will be seeing him again but it won't be as often as we alwez did. I wish him luck with his new job and hope we'll keep intouch always.
Sigh.
So anyway, its been awhile since i last met my girls. To me, 3 days not seeing each other felt like 3 years not seeing each other. Last few days, i had some misunderstanding with one of my bestfriends. It was a bitter conversation. It was nothing terrible tho' but i was dissappointed. Until today, it has affected my mood. I have mood swings.. at one moment i was happy den at one point, i become upset. Was it becoz i miss someone too? I don't know. Its a mixed feelings between friendship probs and other probs. I guess i have to chill a bit to ease things off. Haiyaahh.. I haven't been out for quite awhile with the girls. I miss them a LOT! I am feeling much better just staying at home, doing my thang, play around with the cute lil Baby Yasmien etc.
I miss those late nite hangouts with the girls ( I know for some ppl its not healthy but who cares ). Seriously we love those late nite hangouts eventho' it was nothing happening going on. Just late nite chit chats, reminiscing the old memories, cruising and lots more. I gez i enjoyed too much and its time to rest from doing all those activities at the time being. BUT dat does not mean i won't be out with the girls. We will still hang out, meet new ppl, healthy socialize & do anything dat bring good things to our life. You might never know who will be around you the next time you hangout somewhere. Baik jua aku ane inda gila chill.. lau inda seluruh cafe n restaurants kalie udah muka ku saja... HEHEHE.
Now, its alredi almost 3am and YET inda jua mau tdur mata ane. Bah tdur eee. OMIGOSH, i miss him. Not a bit but BERABIS! sedih jua ku tu.. whatever! I'm just gonna rest on my bed and force myself to sleep. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
♥ Mellicious
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